i might seem retarded for saying this but fuck it. i'm tired of the one night stands that i have been having since i broke up with my ex about a year and a half ago. i havent had a healthy relationship since then. i would like to blame my ex but that wouldnt be the right thing to do. she fucked up everything. she was worth it though. she had everything i needed. she was hot and she was smart. she didnt take any shit. she just kicked ass. the only bad thing is that we moved in together too fast. that killed the relationship. we moved in only after 6 months of dating. i recommend longer like 4 to 5 years. we became friends after we decided to break up. we both couldnt handle it. after that i have such high standards or i just want another her which would be impossible let only annoying. i just should except the fact that i wont find another her and just stop going out to get laid and try to find someone that actually has a personallity with her pretty face. i think this realization occured when my little brother hooked up with this hottie and i had to wait for him to talk to her when i went to pick him up. i just felt something was missing in my life. i have a headache.
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