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i found this letter saved on my computer. i dont take it to seriously anymore. i was fucked up when i wrote it. it was after a all night binger of coke and alcohol almost a year ago. i needed someone to talk to and i decided to write a letter to my ex. its fucked. i really dont feel like this anymore and it...
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ryan:
i have felt like that too... but you know that already.....

drugs are bad, mkay..

keep your head up, dude... it'll get better... kiss
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sometimes that when everything is going right for me that its not enough. i mean, everything is finally falling into place.
tonight, i have decided to stay home and watch tv and play a little manhunt on ps2.
i've been going out to much. its what i like though. i dont really think that i'm going out to much. i like to have fun and...
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sebsis:
Have fun in Orlando! I've smoked the black labels a time or 2, I smoked them all week last week because the kings were 2 for 1 on some promotional thing. But I usually stick with my full flavor 100's in the green box.
ryan:
dude, you need to get up there and ride!!!!!!!!!!!

like totally... and stuff!

you can come hang out with me at the club i'll be dancing at starting tuesday and you can protect me from the scarries!!
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i cleaned up my mohawk for the new year. its tight dogg. if i had a Digcam i would show you. so poe.
getting drunk for the new year as well.
what is everyones plans?
happy new year.

ps. by the way be on the lookout. i'm going to be playing in my new band. LOOK OUT. look out. look out. and there might be...
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ryan:
dude there's been a new sg every day for like a week or some shit... or is this someone you know who's applying?

i needs me a digi too... i'm soo poe too..
sebsis:
Happy New Year, my friend.
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my friend broke up with his boyfriend today. thats to bad. he told me that he is going to go to this church to make him not gay anymore. thats gay.
i told him that churchs suck. dont do it. but you know. what can you do.
thats who he is. i dont think he'll go through with it.
i'm glad i'm straight because it...
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sebsis:
The hell of it is this. If you are a free thinker society wont approve either. When I was much younger I sought out the disapproval of society. Now I can look back and see that it wasn't hard to do. I hope your friend can find what makes him happy with himself, and it's a bummer he's going through all of this. He's got to be feeling like dog shit right about now. That's a lot of turmoil.
aoife:
no church is going to make him not gay anymore. all it will do is make him have unfulfilling relationships with women that will be just as unhappy, and possibly end up married and making his wife and children crazy. Bah. I hate that shit.
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"...this wont take long
i'm not going far
go wait in the car"

if i was a girl, i think matt would be my crush.
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for those that are about the lose control. look into the night and see that there is no light. no hope. everything is lost. go into the darkness. lose control. die.

in happier words. yes, the goat does howl at midnight. yes, the goat shall be your dinner guest. make sure you cook the eggs he likes.
ryan:
cabana boy ran away, i need a replacement. i should start taking applications. i am certain i would have quite the turnout!
i hope anyway... hhehe...
sebsis:
Hey buddy. I was hoping you would end up making it to the get together. We had fun. And Vietnamese food...
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talking to this girl gave me a knot in my stomach. in a good way. she is so beautiful i just dont know what to do. i just want to tell the world about her. she is amazing. how the hell did this happen. my ears burn when i think about her. sweaty palms. the works. i think i'll be good after a few drinks....
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obsidian_:
ps. stop changing your name biatch
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i had a dream about this poem. i woke up and wrote it. in my dream it was a suicide note. i added a few words. its called No Rewind.


as the wind hits my face
as the sun doses off
i stand naked in this place
with a look that is lost
i try to make sense
all the years that has past
the...
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xenos:
I'm with SQP... Is this party going down?

Please post some details soon, or at least let us know if it's a no-go.
bloodycrackdown6:
...yea, that colonal hickey looks like a dick.
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school is over with. thank god. now i can consintrate on working to make some money. make money to go and party. go and party to have fun. thats the plan.
if i drink heavily it will all be better.
i love my new job. all i do is hang pictures and sell them. people ask my opinions on art work best suits them or...
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ryan:
i know that feeling all too well....

that is why i hide in my room alot...
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my lip hurts. some girl hit me in the lip, actually, she was wrestling with me at the orpheum. right outside. fucking bitch. its swelled up. she thought she was in the WWF or something. he he, i made out with her later.
i drunk again. whats new. my milkshake is betta then yours. i missed the anti- flag show. i got down to ybor...
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violentlydave:
whaz yer email addy so i can email you. definately hoping to make it.
morbidcherry:
*kisses it and makes it all bedder* kiss
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i am fucked up right now. i'm drunk and on some kind of uppper or extacy. i dont know. it was slipt to me. you would not believe the girl next to me right now. i cant fucking believe it. god damn you are hot. her friend is hot as well. she was blushing earlier when i was talking to her. i think i can...
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jthrak:
namtaks,
where's the orpheum at?
jthrak:
thanx for the info. I think i'll be there...

Ciao, G...
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i wish i could read girls minds. maybe i wouldnt put my foot in my mouth so often. look, i apologize but it never seems to work because " you have to know what youre apologizing for". really, because i say enough stupid things a day that i dont need this. just tell me what the hell i said, make me feel like shit and...
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