fuckinghostile

Since my 2nd re-joining of SG a week or so ago, I've applied to become a Hopeful.

Originally, I joined about 8 or 9 years ago, and applied way back then to model as well! I was accepted to meet a staff photographer, and upon meeting her, she had us take some fully clothed test photos in her college hallway. I was CRAZY nervous, since not only was it my first time ever having my photo taken "professionally" by someone but I was doing it infront of about 100 students in passing to their classes.
My test photos didn't end up meeting SG's criteria, not to my surprise at all! But at that point, I chickened out and bailed on my application.

So, fuck it. What's the point in being concerned with others' opinions? I've proven to myself the past few years that I'm a pretty brave lady, and you only live once..
I figure many girls on here declare their passion to become a Suicide Girl. Ialso figure I'll be grouped in with those ladies, but I really don't care. This time I'm not all talk!

Keep your fingers crossed for me, as I'm currently on the lookout for a photographer to shoot my first submission.

Now that I think about it, I think I'm publicizing my application because it sort of helps it resonate.
Heck yeah, I've got balls.

xo