Jenn came over last night and "made" me go to the bar with her. Had one drink and we left with a cigarette pack that carried more than just cigarettes.
So, declining to coke at Woody's was a waste cause I didn't refuse Jenn's generosity. And I got quite fucked up. And now I think I might just have to tell my supervisor at work that I have to leave early cause.....I...have to babysit? I'll think of something good. I always do. Man. I feel like absolute shit. No more fucking drugs. Except pot. Pot's not a drug.
I'm feeling guilty cause of Jerry. I'm dating Jordan and my best friend is in love with me. Jordan doesn't know about him cause just the fact that he's a dude would piss him off. And like I say to Jerry, "I don't want my universe disrupted, damnit". Somehow I don't think that's sunk in yet for him. Blah. I hate dramatic bullshit.
So, declining to coke at Woody's was a waste cause I didn't refuse Jenn's generosity. And I got quite fucked up. And now I think I might just have to tell my supervisor at work that I have to leave early cause.....I...have to babysit? I'll think of something good. I always do. Man. I feel like absolute shit. No more fucking drugs. Except pot. Pot's not a drug.
I'm feeling guilty cause of Jerry. I'm dating Jordan and my best friend is in love with me. Jordan doesn't know about him cause just the fact that he's a dude would piss him off. And like I say to Jerry, "I don't want my universe disrupted, damnit". Somehow I don't think that's sunk in yet for him. Blah. I hate dramatic bullshit.
punknitemike:
drugs are bad! and im pretty sure that pot is considered a drug, nice try!
kingoftown:
your life has seemed to take quite an interesting turn. love triangle and all. don't get to mixed up in it.