fuckface420

I had a bad day at work. It wasn't horrible, just annoying. This girl I work with stares at me when I walk by her desk EVERYDAY. And today was not the day to be looking at me the wrong way. So I flipped her off. I'm hoping she didn't see it. I don't need work drama. Then this guy that sits beside her walked past by desk and made this noise at me. Kind of a clicking? I'm not really sure.

And they put me on quality control calls today. I'm used to getting yelled at in collections. I don't think I like all the nice people telling me they love Scotts Lawn. I'm permanantly defensive on the phone at work and it doesn't work when the customers are being nice. New shit is just stressful. And then when it's mixed with everyday annoyances, I get pissy.

And also when I was leaving, some trainees were rude to me and I wanted to punch them in the face. Fuckin kids. I'm tired of 18 year old little bitches. The kind that only got a job to have money to buy clothes with cause they live with their parents and go to college. I want to go to college. I'm in such a bad mood.

But on a better note, my hair looks awesome today. But my unexplainable skin condition moved to my neck. So now I have a little red patch on my throat. Looks like a hickey but it's not.

I also forgot to mention I'm lonely. My best friend officially has a job, finace, etc and therefore has no time for me. I haven't seen him in a month. And every other friend I have has a kid so they don't have time for me either. Outside of work, I've spoken to Jordan and my cats. Just them. For the past month. And I talk to people online. But not much. God damnit. I suck.