fry

I fucking hate my job. Really, really hate it. I don't want to be there and I'm getting tired of pretending to be even remotely interested in it whilst I wait for the end. This week I skived Monday and Tuesday and already this week feels too long. I need to keep up the pretence until September but pretending is pretty exhausting all by itself, I just want to let rip at everyone all the time.

I'm meant to be doing my final piece for college but I really don't feel up for it at the moment. It's meant to be an independent study but I haven't really seen anyone from college for 2 weeks and I've sought of lost the studying vibe. Hopefully I'll be seeing my mates from college this weekend and that'll help me get re-engaged with the thing. If I didn't have to work it'd be easy, I can't wait until I'm at uni and I can prioritise sensibly. Seriously - full time job + evening classes = shed loads of stress, don't do it unless you're really committed to studying.