She asked me two questions, I told her the truth both times, one answer was wrong and one was right. Do I want to see you again? I need to. Should we see each other? I'm not worth it, I'm just a puddle of mess, work it out with your boyfriend of two years and you'll be happy I promise... Why do I always have...
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Well here it is summer break, and the rats are jumping ship as predicted. The witches were cool I guess, freaky but cool (they always are). I met a girlie there, she is totally nice but of course she has a boyfriend. She seems to really like me (go figure), but the last thing I want is for someone to leave their boyfriend for me....
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lushoasis:
just say no, josh. or yes. okay, I'm no help at all.
I'm off for the next 3 days if you want to hang out. I have to pack like crazy, because I work every single other day but one up to the 30th (my last day!).
I got a sweet place- if you help me move, I'll consider letting you visit
and you totally should- what else are you doing this summer?
I'm off for the next 3 days if you want to hang out. I have to pack like crazy, because I work every single other day but one up to the 30th (my last day!).
I got a sweet place- if you help me move, I'll consider letting you visit
and you totally should- what else are you doing this summer?
Well back to californIA today, gonna go hang out with a bunch of witches in the woods. Witches are the best! Summer is finally here I guess, and not a fucking moment too soon. I felt like I was about to lose my mind. Or maybe it's too late for me. We'll find out in the long run I suppose. The smart ones flee this...
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lushoasis:
I guess I'm a smart one. smirk.
Well the party was cool I guess, it was nice to get away from this town but I don't know if it was really worth being sick and depressed for a whole week afterwards. Whatever though... This town is so fucking boring, I have so much homework to do and all I want to do is nothing... procrastination is my nemesis. On the bright side...
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lushoasis:
yo nerdlet- don't reply in your own journal, reply in mine so that I know you said something to me :
lushoasis:
So how is the breakup going? (I am bad)
Well i'm finally getting away from this craphole of a town for the weekend, lots of driving though. I'm driving up to P-town tomorrow to pick up my friend Casey and spend the night there, then down to Northern Cali for an old friends B-day party. It'll be the first party i've been to in like a year (yea I'm a loser now). So of...
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yumchen:
That sounds like a lot of driving!
Hope you have fun. You deserve it!
Hope you have fun. You deserve it!
Whats up with this guy? yea that guy in the picture on the left... that guy creeps me out.
lushoasis:
yeah, he looks naked. what a freak.
and his room is probably messy.
and his room is probably messy.
Too bad life is so mediocre... I say this at the risk of sounding trite, but it is isn't it? to quote The Postal Service, "I've been waiting since birth to find a love that would look and sound like a movie." Aren't we all? Is it immature to expect life to be so bright and interesting? Personally I find it better to expect it...
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yumchen:
Life is kind of just moving from one pain to another with a needed break inbetween every once in a while just in time before you think you might just die or go crazy.
I prefer the comfort of mediocrity to the dissapointment of a bright moment turning gray. Each time I feel like I am really making a new connection or living a moment that I can really feel, it turns to dust in my mouth and leaves me feeling dirty.
At least we aren't in the middle of a war of being persecuted by religious zealots or dying of famine or something right? Sigh
I prefer the comfort of mediocrity to the dissapointment of a bright moment turning gray. Each time I feel like I am really making a new connection or living a moment that I can really feel, it turns to dust in my mouth and leaves me feeling dirty.
At least we aren't in the middle of a war of being persecuted by religious zealots or dying of famine or something right? Sigh
frunnoodle:
Hey at least we have hot chicks to oggle...
Yea Eugene was cool, I guess. I'm not still seeing Liz but I see her every now and then...
Anyways I had a great fucking drive back, apparently you were supposed to take studded tires off after 04/12 so as I was coming back through some bumfuck town, a State Trooper heard my studs and pulled me over. Now this is great because I still...
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Anyways I had a great fucking drive back, apparently you were supposed to take studded tires off after 04/12 so as I was coming back through some bumfuck town, a State Trooper heard my studs and pulled me over. Now this is great because I still...
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lushoasis:
That sucks an enormous amount of ass. I'm sorry I couldn't help you out. 
Did you tell him that you BOUGHT the car like that, and the dealer didn't even say anything? Right, right, ignorance of the law is no excuse. Maybe if you'd had your license he woulda been more lenient. Oh well.
Don't you love owing tons of money for stupid ridiculous stuff that doesn't even GET you anything?
You should've offered to push your car the 100 feet. :
Did you tell him that you BOUGHT the car like that, and the dealer didn't even say anything? Right, right, ignorance of the law is no excuse. Maybe if you'd had your license he woulda been more lenient. Oh well.
Don't you love owing tons of money for stupid ridiculous stuff that doesn't even GET you anything?
You should've offered to push your car the 100 feet. :
yumchen:
That fucking sucks dude. I am sorry to hear about that. I hope things are going well this week at least!
Fucking mechanics suck! I took my car to a shop because a fuel injector was leaking a little bit... well $300 later it is supposedly done, so i pick it up and drive it to school. Turns out the mechanic put in a new fuel injector but kinda forgot to tighten all the bolts back up. So I get out of class and turn on...
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yumchen:
That sucks about your car! That would be fucking scary having gas spray everywhere! What dicks.
Have fun in Eugene this weekend and drive safe. My folks are coming from Eugene to visit me. I feel loved.
Still seeing Liz? How is she and your eugene peeps doing?
Thanks for the cd. As soon as I get my lazy ass to put in my new cd burner you are welcome to come over and pick out some birthday cd's for yourself.
Have fun in Eugene this weekend and drive safe. My folks are coming from Eugene to visit me. I feel loved.
Still seeing Liz? How is she and your eugene peeps doing?
Thanks for the cd. As soon as I get my lazy ass to put in my new cd burner you are welcome to come over and pick out some birthday cd's for yourself.
lushoasis:
That sucks about your car. What place/mechanic was that? I'll be sure not to visit him.
And they are fixing their mistake for free, right? And paying for your carwash? Yikes, that would freak me out.
Have fun in Eugene!
And they are fixing their mistake for free, right? And paying for your carwash? Yikes, that would freak me out.
Have fun in Eugene!
frunnoodle:
Just random shit from the past couple years
Isn't school great? You spend all this time and effort getting your head crammed full of meaningless facts in the hope that someday you'll be good at cramming your head full of facts. yea I love school 
If my head wasn't so full of cracks it would probably explode.
And to make it all even better my face is coming off.
*peels off a piece...
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If my head wasn't so full of cracks it would probably explode.
And to make it all even better my face is coming off.
*peels off a piece...
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yumchen:
School is the devil. No matter how hard you study you are always anxious and guilty feeling like you haven't done enough. Bah... This is only the 3rd weeka and I am getting bitter.
Here's your stinkin picture, btw no i'm not naked and it's a crappy picture but it's the only one i have right now...
wow i'm scary lookin, hmmm... maybe it's the psychotic stare.
ahh... finally with the car-ness, it takes being able to go anywhere you want to really drive home the fact that you have nowhere to go... oh well
wow i'm scary lookin, hmmm... maybe it's the psychotic stare.
ahh... finally with the car-ness, it takes being able to go anywhere you want to really drive home the fact that you have nowhere to go... oh well
lushoasis:
You are so naked. Don't worry, it works on this site. 
You do have a bit of a psychotic stare though.
I love the car-ness when I want freedom. But I hate the car-ness when I go to the gas station.
You do have a bit of a psychotic stare though.
I love the car-ness when I want freedom. But I hate the car-ness when I go to the gas station.
yumchen:
I wish they had a freakin decent bus route here. I miss Eugene.
uhhh.. I guess you can keep my end table for now. I might get it someday though, so don't get too attached. Sorry I had you clean it out and everything, I forgot and just totally ran out of time.