Finally my "happy-go-lucky" periode is over. I knew it wasn't made to last long but it hit me with such power this time. It's true, the higher the flight the higher the falling down.
Besides everything else going wrong, sucking like hell and getting on my nerves I'm ill again. Fever, aches in every bone, the full package. I wonder how many times I will have to go through it this winter. And the fucking winter just begun!
Maybe I can just stay in bed for the next 3 or 4 months.....No one will notice. But this would not help my university career to new levels I think. So I torture myself everyday to get up and get through the day without killing someone.
But for me it's like a little experiment, I try to figure out how long the phases last and what triggers the changes. Interesting....
Besides everything else going wrong, sucking like hell and getting on my nerves I'm ill again. Fever, aches in every bone, the full package. I wonder how many times I will have to go through it this winter. And the fucking winter just begun!
Maybe I can just stay in bed for the next 3 or 4 months.....No one will notice. But this would not help my university career to new levels I think. So I torture myself everyday to get up and get through the day without killing someone.
But for me it's like a little experiment, I try to figure out how long the phases last and what triggers the changes. Interesting....