Thursday Dec 08, 2005

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well worked a 16 hour day, 8 hours overtime. i'm raking in the fucking money now. but now that i don't work until 10pm tomarrow not having any booze kinda sucks. i hope i atleast sleep until 3. and i will be dreaming of you. who? tht's right you.

love
misses and kisses

Tuesday Dec 06, 2005

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I got laid off at work today but only for 7.5 minutes. and then i talked him into letting me work the night crew. so maybe that would be nice. tonight i'm getting togahther with other members. i'm super excited, i've been looking foward to it all week. and i haven't had anything to drink in two days. a whole two days. but i don't...
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ta2dmom:
I'm glad you're doing something good for yourself like cutting back a bit. Forgetting being hit by a car is a sign that you've had too much. I'm glad you're feeling better and that you still have a job.
oxy:
Well done on the slow down...and the re-employment biggrin

Sunday Dec 04, 2005

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need something to do tonight. i don't have much going on today. my feet are freezing they have been for two solid days. the other night at caffetto this guy walks up and i kinda felt bad because i thought he migt be retarded. he wasen't though, he was a fucking drunk from the red dragon and he completely fell into me and than he...
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lori_:
good for you. wink

Saturday Dec 03, 2005

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this time i'm done. i can't do it anymore. she is seriously turning me into an emo kid for sure. i'm just kinda being a bitch right now. i had to much to drink last night and that seems to happen alot lately. and it's getting to the point where i almost always blackout with no recollection of what the hell happend the night before....
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oxy:
well...you may not be able to hang out with me.....but your always welcome to shoot me a email smile

Saturday Dec 03, 2005

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this time i'm done. i can't do it anymore. she is seriously turning me into an emo kid for sure. i'm just kinda being a bitch right now. i had to much to drink last night and that seems to happen alot lately. and it's getting to the point where i almost always blackout with no recollection of what the hell happend the night before....
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Friday Dec 02, 2005

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last night again she locks her keys in her car. so she called me. i unlocked her car again. tahn she was going to come to my place to spend the night, last minute changes her mind and tells me to come over. so i did and i slept over. woke up at 5, made her coffee and relized that i was out of smokes....
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ta2dmom:
^^ what she said x2 You deserve so much better!
fruitless:
i was right she fucking did it again. mad

Thursday Dec 01, 2005

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wow what a fantastic day.
today at work i was so busy it only seemed like i was there 5 out 10 hours i was. last night i went drinking and ended up at my lovers house and ended up purposeing to her she said yes but i have no recolection of this event ever taking place. and i just found out about it like...
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user304975207:
Usually theres a little link near the top of the page that says ADD THREAD or something like that. Or ADD TOPIC. Click that and THERE YOU GO! YAY!

Also, you know what I think about your situation w/ your woman.
knifeboy:
rhode island is like purgatory for people who aren't cool enough to get the real thing. i am on my last three months of school here and then i am off to go far away somewhere. i really wanted to leave last year, but i just had to get a second degree. . .

Wednesday Nov 30, 2005

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a good friend of mine just bought me the book everyone poops. i thought i would share that with everyone.

on the other hand i just got word that i might be getting laid of at work. so if that happens i'm pretty much( how should i put it, oh yeah) fucked. so that made my day quite enjoyable. i wish someone wanted to go...
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Tuesday Nov 29, 2005

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well another day another dollar. that's exactly what i need to. i have never lived by myself before. i always had roommates and family i lived with. so it's relly wierd when you want to turn to your side expecting someone to talk to, but there is no one there. that feeling really sucks. but i'll sit here and drink my new castle and try...
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serendipitous:
Living by myself was the best time for me... it made me learn the most about myself and what I needed/wanted, good or bad.

My mom went from living with her parents to living with my father (for 26 years). When they divorced, she had never really lived by herself. More than 10 years later, she dreads ever living by herself... do you want to be 60 fearing living alone?

Living alone: you have to do everything and there is no one to blame. Plus, it gives you time to think. Sure it can get lonely if you let it. If you don't, you can do things you like or look into potential interests you never knew existed. Point being, you might discover a lot about yourself if you let yourself. Take some classes, find a new hobby... you might just find something you can be passionate about (or at least enjoy for a while wink ).

It'll get easier... that I promise!

xoxo

Monday Nov 28, 2005

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i wanted to go up so bad. but it got held off until this coming weekend. this weekend was an allright time. me and my cousin jillian went bowling. i wish she lived around here. but he lives in michigan. so she left yesterday. and tonight i got home from work updated once and then went to sleep. so figured i would update again. i...
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fruitless:
thanks judas. it means a whole bunch smile

[Edited on Nov 29, 2005 3:46PM]
lori_:
there's a suspension group here in nm, a lot of them are sg's. I'm going to try to check out the next show, i've never seen it live, but always been curious. I'd like to try it at least once.
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