fruitless

I was so excited to go to this event with SGTC and i missed it because i had to go help a friend plow snow. now i'm super pissed. that and i have only gotten three hours of sleep in a 72 hour time period i'm so fucking exhausted. and i saw her today but i didn't say a fucking word. not a single word so that was kinda like a slap in the face for her. but i still have to give her the $350.00 plugs for christmas which is going to end me. i think i'm gonna be really broke coming up here. 'm sure, so hooray for being broke. i have never been broke before. but i'm sure i'll make it through it. hopefully. tomarrow i got a big pour that i'm gonna be on. i kinda like working with the concrete crew the day goes by so much faster but they do kick the shit out of ya . oh and i got to work on saturday. but after that i got a free hotel room at grand casino so i'm getting fucking wasted and i'm gonna gamble. it'll be absoulutly horrible.