fruitless

i had a marvelous evening last night. i put on my most appealing leisure suit with elvis glasses. the theme for the party was vegas, viva las vegas. the whole night seemed to go pretty smooth. i arrived with verno and left with erika. we went back to her place. it almost felt necessary to get busy, but for some strange reason i wasen't in the mood so we just cuddeld instead. and i think i had more fun doing that, then i would have had if we did have sex. i guess i was just in the mood for a story. slowly stroking her hair as she told me one. it was a fantastic night. i had alot of fun. . so i only stayed there until 7. i had to go help out my ex's dad this mornig. so i got to anoka and almost instantly he got hurt. he has cancer so he told me he didn't feel well after that. and then he almost passed out so i had to carry him to my truck and drive him to his house. when we got there he was still just about to pass out so i took of his carhart's and his boots and carried him to bed and than his wife came home and took over from there. it was a little scary but i spoke to him this evening and he seems to be doing just fine.
so that's also a great thing. but it's not gonna help the ex's coke addiction any. she's really pissing her life away and it's really sad. anyway that was my day. now i'm sitting at home hoping someone wants to hang out but it doesn't look to promising. oh yeah the plugs in my profile pic i just bought for my ex's christmas present. $350.00 down the fucking drain.