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I want her
I want to see her smile.( it's been so long)
I want to her laugh
I want to wake up next to her
I want her to kick the problems
I want to be friends again
I want to fuck
I want to trust her again
I want to mean something
I want to know what she isn't telling me
I want to be happy
I want her to remember the love she used to have
I want a drink
I want a tall drink
I want a new friend to hang out with
I want to move
I want a vacation
I want to masterbate
I want someone to watch
I want to be back in my old apartment
I want to cuddle
I want to smoke
I want to get rid of her
I want to get pierced
I want to suspend
I want a fucking reason
I want to go on a roadtrip
I want to skateboard
I still want that drink
I want to get in a fight
I want to get my ass kicked
I want a blackeye
I want a bloody nose
I want a fat lip
I want to be punched in the kidneys
I want a footrub
I want to wait on you
I want to give up
I want to stop writing what i want
I want to apoligize to you for my constant bitching