fruitless

well i'm leaving for colorado today. wish me luck. i'll be back in three weeks.
misses and kisses

i'm so hung over from last night .

i wish things would slow down for just a little bit. everything is just happening way to fast. i got hella bills to pay before i leave for colorado for work. i kinda am still with my ex at the moment and i'm having a little fling on the side. i just wish i knew what i wanted and i hope no one gets hurt....
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o.k. i have become an asshole. so very sorry. i'm just so busy lately and now i leave for colorado for three weeks on monday. christmas was sweet i gave the plugs to her. she absoulutly adored them. and i'm out a bunch of money. i tryed to make it to the sgtc events but something always went wrong. i miss the little crew just...
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sorry i have not been around much in the past week. imiss you all dearly. and hopefully you will all be here when life slows down a bit. i have to leave for colorado jan 2nd for work. i think i will be gone for a month. and i have alaska's present just no time to give it to her. and rylie i'm very sorry...
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at last i'm home now i can get back to the things i like doing. well i met another girl this weekend, one that i like very much. i think i may even want to go out with this one. the only shitty thing about her is she lives about an hour away and she's not planning on moving down here until spring. anyway i...
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have i told i loved you today? here's looking at you feathers.

I was so excited to go to this event with SGTC and i missed it because i had to go help a friend plow snow. now i'm super pissed. that and i have only gotten three hours of sleep in a 72 hour time period i'm so fucking exhausted. and i saw her today but i didn't say a fucking word. not a single word...
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well my hearts been broken now for 4 solid months. and people are right it does get a little easier everyday. but it still overwhelming. especially now that there is snow on the ground. no one to make snow angels with. i'm trying tokeep busy with this little life of mine. i broke a mirror last night so i could make this mosaic looking for...
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i'm on a blank for this one. or am i. i don't know why but i love to just prance around naked all the time i haven't worn anything all day. and my blinds are all the way up. i have noticed a few finger points toward my window but it hasen't really botherd me. i don't know why i'm feeling like this. but i...
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sorry for saying i was confused. i got it all fiqured out and i think i can relax now. I just got very confused over absolutley nothing and only person here knows why i feel like a complete tard. i'm gonna go home and get ready for work. but when i get home i'm gonna compose a song on my organ.
a song worthy enough...
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i'm sitting at caffetto, very confused.