i havent talked to him in over 13 years.
i hate him. really. i have real reasons.
still, he was my stepfather for 15 years. since i was 3. i used to call him dad.
he died this week. its fucked up. he was in his 50's. a bit of a shock, really. when i got the call i thought it was going to be about my grandmother or the house burning down. nope. i didnt know what to say.
mostly im annoyed that some part of me still cares. i thought i had burned that all out long ago.
im not travelling home to the funeral.
i dont want to mourn him.
c.
i hate him. really. i have real reasons.
still, he was my stepfather for 15 years. since i was 3. i used to call him dad.
he died this week. its fucked up. he was in his 50's. a bit of a shock, really. when i got the call i thought it was going to be about my grandmother or the house burning down. nope. i didnt know what to say.
mostly im annoyed that some part of me still cares. i thought i had burned that all out long ago.
im not travelling home to the funeral.
i dont want to mourn him.
c.
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feel better.
I am well and good and fine. I saw a couple previews, and from what I've seen, there looks to be a LOT of CGI (um, is that right?). I hope all is well and I wish I could be there with ya, regardless. Later my friend.
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