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So I think I found a bitchin' new place in midtown. This last minute crap has me worried, but I think I've got it handled. The life I've known, pretty much since I got to California, is coming to an end in less than a week. If you would have told me a year ago that this is where we'd be now and this is how it would end I would have laughed at you. My personal and professional life are the best they have ever been, by far and just keep getting better. I have a great job and will be doubling my salary in less than a year. In addition I was asked to work for the best drum corps IN THE WORLD. I finally have some really good friends (courtesy of SG) and a surrogate family, including parents, a sister and 3 awesome nephews, that means the world to me. How my relationship with Big Red deteriorated I still can't figure out. It's been disturbingly unpleasant the last three months. I thought that we would get to end on a high note, but I was wrong. It's painfully clear to me that the person I knew, the person I loved is gone. I miss the old days and I do not regret being in love with her, but I will not miss this most recent incarnation. Knowing that she intends to continue acting like this will make it that much easier to walk away from this part of my life and move on. "That which doesn't kill us makes us stronger". Here's to the future. Cheers.