Well kiddies, I'm back. for the record, I think that this is my longest journal entry to date. And lucky me, this is the second time that I am typing it out becuase of a random power failure towards the end of the first attempt.
A lot has happened for me in the past two weeks since I last wrote.
First off, I got a new computer. It has an Intel Pentium 4 33.33 Ghz processesor (With hyper-threading technology) , a 250 gig hard drive and 1 gig of ram. (Oh and a remote control) It rocks my fuckikng socks.
I had some issues with my roomate, again. He was bitching about a bunch of stuff which I will simply call petty and stupid. the tension has been eased a little as of late and we've actually been speaking to each other. Full scentences and everything. It's probably mosty because of the compromise, which basically involves me doing all the things he wanted and rearanging my life to make him happy. This really isn't a good situation and as soon as possible I am going to get my own place. All I need to do that is a job. (Well, a better job, anyway) He is also not vey happy with the current state of my friendship with Kelli. I have come home several times to find the picture that Kelli gave me of the two of us sitting face down on my dresser? Is that a hint?
I actually blame him for me and Kelli not getting together sooner. I had wanted to ask her out from day one, but he couldn't do more to disuade me if he had tried. He told me in no uncertain terms that I would be shot down, stomped on, and humiated if I even tried. Since we were good friends at the time and he was basically my only friend out here then, and also because he had been good friends with her for a while, I thought he knew what he was talknig about and I believed him. don't get me Wrong there were a miriad of other things that were involved in keeping us apart then, as well. But I totally believed him and decided not to risk it. Despite the fact that she invited me to a club and even bought me a beer. Shit. I' was such a moron. In fact I choose to blame him for the saga with Peaches. If he had lt me ask out Kelli like I wanted to in the first place, that would never have happened.
Oh well, as they say... Everything happens for a reason.
So what is my status with Kelli
you ask? It's good. Very, very good.
A lot has happened for me in the past two weeks since I last wrote.
First off, I got a new computer. It has an Intel Pentium 4 33.33 Ghz processesor (With hyper-threading technology) , a 250 gig hard drive and 1 gig of ram. (Oh and a remote control) It rocks my fuckikng socks.
I had some issues with my roomate, again. He was bitching about a bunch of stuff which I will simply call petty and stupid. the tension has been eased a little as of late and we've actually been speaking to each other. Full scentences and everything. It's probably mosty because of the compromise, which basically involves me doing all the things he wanted and rearanging my life to make him happy. This really isn't a good situation and as soon as possible I am going to get my own place. All I need to do that is a job. (Well, a better job, anyway) He is also not vey happy with the current state of my friendship with Kelli. I have come home several times to find the picture that Kelli gave me of the two of us sitting face down on my dresser? Is that a hint?
I actually blame him for me and Kelli not getting together sooner. I had wanted to ask her out from day one, but he couldn't do more to disuade me if he had tried. He told me in no uncertain terms that I would be shot down, stomped on, and humiated if I even tried. Since we were good friends at the time and he was basically my only friend out here then, and also because he had been good friends with her for a while, I thought he knew what he was talknig about and I believed him. don't get me Wrong there were a miriad of other things that were involved in keeping us apart then, as well. But I totally believed him and decided not to risk it. Despite the fact that she invited me to a club and even bought me a beer. Shit. I' was such a moron. In fact I choose to blame him for the saga with Peaches. If he had lt me ask out Kelli like I wanted to in the first place, that would never have happened.
Oh well, as they say... Everything happens for a reason.
So what is my status with Kelli
you ask? It's good. Very, very good.
[Edited on Jan 28, 2006 3:48AM]
I'm not so good with fighting demons and ghosts, which is good they seem to be staying in their respective attics, dimensions and other such places.