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So up until yesterday this has been my "secret" blog. I write it and then I edit it and the edited version becomes my public blog. Why? Because usually the people I am venting about are reading it. I wanted them to know what I was thinking, I would tell them. yesterday I gave away my secret blog. To MK. Unfortunately for me the last entry was about her and so I was sitting there, as she read the entry... about her. I managed to avoid the subject for the rest of night.

I guess it's good that I know how I feel, but I wish I would have figured it out before wasted my summer giing myself a complex over peaches. Now I think it's way too late. Not like I don't have one other big issue to resovle whether I discuss things with MK or not. I dunno. I am going to be cautious. I value my friendship with MK very highly. I feel like I am a better person because I know her. I don't wanna loose what we have now.

My lap top sucks. I can't type normally. It is highly annoying. I hope my lap top dies of a terrible yeast infection. wait, no, scratch that. I need this piece of shit.