frixie

Thank you to the people that encouraged me to seek help.. and I am! It really helps to talk about it. When I have those dreams it's the standing alone in the end that hurts the most, not even so much the act of him leaving. With help from friends and even kind strangers it hurts less because they stand with more power in his place. Tonight I watched the end of Hostel 2 with my sister because she'd never seen it before. I'm a horror movie freak and I loved Hostel 1 and 2!! I was excited to see her reaction. She looked like she was going to be sick but she agreed it was good and dug the shock value.
When it ended a movie called Bugs with Ashley Judd and Michael Shannon (main reason I started watching) comes on. It starts out like a cutsie "boy-saves-girl-from-bad-convict-ex husband-love-movie" and turns out a bit like Requiem for a Dream. Basic plot: Paranoia and Skitz induced by coke addiction and how far it can really go.
Thumbs up: Makes you realize how easy paranoia can start. The movie was almost over before I realized that half the stuff they were afraid of really did not exist.
Thumbs up: Ashley boobs and Michael dick present but tastefully done. I am very pleased. High five to that director for going there. I wish there were more nude male scenes made sexy, it's bold and refreshing.
Thumbs down: I like my happy endings. This one could be considered a happy ending but like I said, "I like MY happy endings" lol this one was a bit dark.
If you have seen this movie tell me what you think. Or Hostel 1, 2 or My Bloody Valentine, I just saw that with my dad-lol- this last weekend. Or any scary movies. I love em'!!! I love you!