She's my post to leeeeeean onnnnn and I just cut her dowwwwn

Listening to Dinosaur Jr's 'Bug' for the first time in god know's how long. I can see why it moved me the way it did so many years ago.

Not much too say around here lately. I seem to be developing a groove that may just pull me through the impending winter. Here's to that...

I'm probably the only person in the world more likely to order a Domino's pizza at 1 am when I'm stone sober. There's a pretty good chance I'm gonna regret this decision.

Oh well. I bought new running shoes yesterday and they feel great.

Spent the past couple of days re-immersed in phone company hell. Finally had to take the afternoon off to get it resolved. The guy who came out says the real problem actually resides in the wires that run from my building to the next major street, but nothing can be done to solve that until all of the quick-fix methods have been tried. So there's...
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"I'll tell you one thing that I know
you don't face your demons down
You gotta grapple 'em Jack
and pin 'em to the ground"
Joe Strummer

Things I did this weekend:
-Watched a bunch of episodes of Band of Brothers (inspired to do so by these letters I was just given that were written by my grandfather while serving in WWII.) Powerful stuff.
-Rented...
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Two recent reality checks- the Aesop Rock show with Trocc that didn't happen and the visit from my mother where I realized how much healthier she was living than me (plus that fact that she mentioned I was looked just my dad at this age and in my mind he was always fat).
What seems important right now is:
Drinking less
Eating better
Exercising
Making...
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...breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out,...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh.......
Deeeeeeeeeep sigh.

My mom arrives this afternoon for one of her twice-a-year visits so the past cuople of days have been doing some serious scrubbing, both literal and methaphoric. Now everything is shiny (as long as you don't look too close at the corners).

Boogity, boogity, boogity.