well life just drags on and nothing is new. my "friends" are all boring slugs who never call me back when they say they will. my life is almost completely devoid of meaning. I hate getting on here and being all depressed but I just have to get it all out of me. I feel like my life is at a standstill. I always feel like just saying fuck it and getting away and maybe just starting completely over somewhere else. The only problem is I don't have the balls to do it. And what happens if I do this and still nothing changes? Fuck. I'm in a slump so fucking bad creatively and pretty much every other way. Nobody knows how I feel. I keep it all to myself. Nothing ever changes i'm sick of all this bullshit.
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i'm sorry you are feeling so shitty. sounds like you need to meet some friends with integrity and compassion. i get into creative slumps all the time. i have unfinished projects all over the place. i find if i try to be creative, then it just sucks. so i try to sit back and wait, and it will come back to me.
have a good day.