frisinator

Man I don't know if it's pre winter depression (and I like cold weather too) or what but I've just been so bummed lately. I have zero interest in pretty much anything and nothing really to look forward to. Halloween is coming up and so I have a few parties to go to, but as they get closer I find that I will probably just blow them off and say fuck it. I keep thinking this slump I'm in will end soon, but it just keeps on chuggin along. I'm not working much (that's bad) and some days it's just like I'm wanting the hours to go by so I can just take a sleeping pill and go to bed. I hate to bore you guys with my petty problems, but I need to get it out. There's pretty much zero to do in Ft Worth and driving to dallas is so goddamn expensive. Blah....fuck it all.I'm so fucking tired of feeling this way.