i hate so much. 
i hate that we have no money.
i hate that some dumb, middle-class PC avengers tried to give me shit for not wanting to live in a place far worse than this.
i hate that my husband is so angry, sad, upset, frustrated, whatever...anything but happy.
my kid stood up by herself today for about a minute. it was amazing!
i...
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i hate that we have no money.
i hate that some dumb, middle-class PC avengers tried to give me shit for not wanting to live in a place far worse than this.
i hate that my husband is so angry, sad, upset, frustrated, whatever...anything but happy.
my kid stood up by herself today for about a minute. it was amazing!
i...
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things suck again.
we need to move. Vallejo is getting to be too much for us.
SO today i went and looked for jobs for matthew, and jobs for me that i could do while still holding my kid.
HAHAHA!
funny!
2 hours and i have come up with nothing that pays as much as matthew's current job and no place to rent cheaper than...
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we need to move. Vallejo is getting to be too much for us.
SO today i went and looked for jobs for matthew, and jobs for me that i could do while still holding my kid.
HAHAHA!
funny!
2 hours and i have come up with nothing that pays as much as matthew's current job and no place to rent cheaper than...
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dave_h:
I totally vote for you to be an SG. your belly tatoo rocks!
anyways, good luck on the searches. There are cool people willing to live with a baby--I once did.
anyways, good luck on the searches. There are cool people willing to live with a baby--I once did.
pr0ject605:
Live with a baby, hell my wife is a babysitting machine, she'd jump at the chance to live with a baby. Where do you live? 
Kidding, tho seriously I do understand how crappy the situation is.
And I agree with... whoever said it just above me... you would make a nice addition to SG.
Kidding, tho seriously I do understand how crappy the situation is.
And I agree with... whoever said it just above me... you would make a nice addition to SG.
Thee Parkside was sweet.
i wanted to leave about an hour before we ended up actually leaving but gobuildinhell was having a great time with Donkey and Tuffy and didn't want to leave.
however, Aeowyn was crying her fucking head off inconsolably because she wanted to go to sleep.
uh? lame situation.
everyone was rad...sort of.
Docbombay was very nice, though EERILY familier, NinjaRobot and...
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i wanted to leave about an hour before we ended up actually leaving but gobuildinhell was having a great time with Donkey and Tuffy and didn't want to leave.
however, Aeowyn was crying her fucking head off inconsolably because she wanted to go to sleep.
uh? lame situation.
everyone was rad...sort of.
Docbombay was very nice, though EERILY familier, NinjaRobot and...
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frigga:
Rad.
we were both pretty comfortable there. we didn't even feel the need to put on our "other people are around" masks and act like jerks to each other.
He was really able to relax with Dave_H there being just as loud as he usually is, and i didn't geek out and get weird because NinjaRobot and i were talking geekdom and wandering around trying to be brave.
but yeah, i was contemplating how it must feel to be an SG at any sort of event...
especially if someone is really icky...AND they've seen your ass.
filling out my application to be an SG soon...i just need someone to take a better picture of me, as matthew sucks at it. (he thinks i'm cute even when my tits look all hangy, i'm making a lame face and my belly's pooking out...i mean LOOK at the website! and if you've met me LOOK how much cuter i am in person!
rats.
this is all just a comment
also-matthew thinks that any girl who is nice to me wants to sleep with me so he was really looking forward to you being there.
Later, when we were driving home he told me you didn't even show up.
i told him you were most certainly there as i hugged you and showed him a picture where you were in the background on the digital.
maybe it was him.
what a dork.
but he's really excited about Lola now.
i think you are both beyond words.
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we were both pretty comfortable there. we didn't even feel the need to put on our "other people are around" masks and act like jerks to each other.
He was really able to relax with Dave_H there being just as loud as he usually is, and i didn't geek out and get weird because NinjaRobot and i were talking geekdom and wandering around trying to be brave.
but yeah, i was contemplating how it must feel to be an SG at any sort of event...
especially if someone is really icky...AND they've seen your ass.
filling out my application to be an SG soon...i just need someone to take a better picture of me, as matthew sucks at it. (he thinks i'm cute even when my tits look all hangy, i'm making a lame face and my belly's pooking out...i mean LOOK at the website! and if you've met me LOOK how much cuter i am in person!
rats.
this is all just a comment
also-matthew thinks that any girl who is nice to me wants to sleep with me so he was really looking forward to you being there.
Later, when we were driving home he told me you didn't even show up.
i told him you were most certainly there as i hugged you and showed him a picture where you were in the background on the digital.
maybe it was him.
what a dork.
but he's really excited about Lola now.
i think you are both beyond words.
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lila:
aeowyn is gorgeous. thanks for letting me borrow her for a bit to hopefully help get the baby-wanting out of my system.
if you ever need a babysitter....
if you ever need a babysitter....
and prey tell, what is the "contrived" version of Odinism?
i live my life as Asatruar.
i follow Odin's wishes for his followers.
i greet the Sun on Sunday, i greet the Moon on Moonday, i greet Tyr on Tyr's day, Odin on Woden's day, Thor on Thor's day, Freya, frey and Frigga on Friday because no one has mentioned exactly who it belongs to....
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i live my life as Asatruar.
i follow Odin's wishes for his followers.
i greet the Sun on Sunday, i greet the Moon on Moonday, i greet Tyr on Tyr's day, Odin on Woden's day, Thor on Thor's day, Freya, frey and Frigga on Friday because no one has mentioned exactly who it belongs to....
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sylvain:
I think I got to say hi last night. Your little baby is cute.
frigga:
cheers! christ...everyone's so nice!
i'm never going back to check on Livejournal. everyone is miserable.
i'm sick of reading it.
i have a million things to do and i shouldn't be fucking off on the stupid internet.
i suck.
i'm sick of reading it.
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perdurabo:
The real kind of Odinism, or the contrived kind?
very nice pic, sweet ink, and sweet little frig.
very nice pic, sweet ink, and sweet little frig.
johnnysuicide:
there is nothing but luv for u here
so, yeah.
my lower lip just puffed the fuck out for NO REASON!
it looks like i have a blister.
WHAT THE FUCK??
what is this blister shit?
what is this???
fuck!!!!
my lower lip just puffed the fuck out for NO REASON!
it looks like i have a blister.
WHAT THE FUCK??
what is this blister shit?
what is this???
fuck!!!!
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frigga:
ok. it didn't hurt. at all.
it was just a puff.
and it was gone by morning.
i do not have herpes or anything.
it was just a random thing.
my husband had a bruise on his hip and we decided that we had gotten into a magic user battle (him being a sorcerer and me being a cleric, of course)
on another plane of concousness and it was so feirce it caused bruises and fat lips on every plane.
or maybe we are just clumsy dorks...
it was just a puff.
and it was gone by morning.
i do not have herpes or anything.
it was just a random thing.
my husband had a bruise on his hip and we decided that we had gotten into a magic user battle (him being a sorcerer and me being a cleric, of course)
on another plane of concousness and it was so feirce it caused bruises and fat lips on every plane.
or maybe we are just clumsy dorks...
johnnysuicide:
i like the mage cleric battle idea better
i am eating cabbage.
i usually hate cabbage when it's cooked.
it's ok!
i usually hate cabbage when it's cooked.
it's ok!
frigga:
ok...now it's starting to gross me out...
yuck.
i think it' funny that when people have me and gobuildinhell on their friends lists we are right next to each other in alphabetical order.
miss piss? why are you suddenly nurse_piss?
did i miss something?
yuck.
i think it' funny that when people have me and gobuildinhell on their friends lists we are right next to each other in alphabetical order.
miss piss? why are you suddenly nurse_piss?
did i miss something?
miss_piss:
i love cabbage...but there aren't many foods i don't like...
like none
well...i haven't had heart that i like... but that's about it...
i don't think you missed anything...except maybe your last checkup
like none
well...i haven't had heart that i like... but that's about it...
i don't think you missed anything...except maybe your last checkup
i love my family! 
my daughter , my husband 
i love myself
finally.
finally.
finally.
my daughter
, my husband
i love myself
finally.
finally.
finally.
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miss_piss:
!
i'm so happy for you
!
hope it lasts
x
i'm so happy for you
!
hope it lasts
x
boynamedsue:
Fuck ya!
yeah.
so if i'm supposed to make friends with people and "give people a chance" why is it that everyone just wants to take advantage of me or fuck me in the ass?
fuck you. fuck you. fuck you.
i hate to tell you this but there is more to life than sex. if you don't believe me go ahead and kill yourself, please.
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so if i'm supposed to make friends with people and "give people a chance" why is it that everyone just wants to take advantage of me or fuck me in the ass?
fuck you. fuck you. fuck you.
i hate to tell you this but there is more to life than sex. if you don't believe me go ahead and kill yourself, please.
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historyteller:
Boynamedsue: Throw them in a bog when you're done, but you've got the right idea. And don't take anything, let it all sink.
I've dealt with LOTS of people like him (and some people who don't know me would put me in the same group sometimes). Most men don't behave well when sex may be involved.
Lumping the rest together with him is the same as him expecting something from you because of a label (Bi).
I don't know why I'm defending people, I don't really care for must of them anyway.
I've dealt with LOTS of people like him (and some people who don't know me would put me in the same group sometimes). Most men don't behave well when sex may be involved.
Lumping the rest together with him is the same as him expecting something from you because of a label (Bi).
I don't know why I'm defending people, I don't really care for must of them anyway.
frigga:
dude, i am obviously not judging people in general, i am just reverting back to my normal status:
everyone is a dickhead, a creep or a fucking moron until they prove otherwise.
you're ok though.
ninja robot is cool.
brien, as always, is jazz cool.
everyone is a dickhead, a creep or a fucking moron until they prove otherwise.
you're ok though.
ninja robot is cool.
brien, as always, is jazz cool.
i had a horrible day today.
i felt shitty about myself all day and then some bitch in a land yacht took up ALL of the parkeing space next to mine and screamed at me when i banged her stupid earth-raper car with the door of my dirty little honda.
i told her there was no damage and was quite nice about it and she...
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i felt shitty about myself all day and then some bitch in a land yacht took up ALL of the parkeing space next to mine and screamed at me when i banged her stupid earth-raper car with the door of my dirty little honda.
i told her there was no damage and was quite nice about it and she...
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alexys:
you are so cute!
frigga:
thanks.
someone here, i can't remember who, is a major creep.
i'm really NOT FUCKING INTERESTED IN GUYS!
NOT FUCKING INTERESTED!
NOT INTERESTED IN ANYONE TOUCHING ME! ESPECIALLY YOU!
NOT FUCKING INTERESTED IN YOUR FUCKING GIRLFRIEND!
I'M NOT INTERESTED IN ANYONE'S GIRLFRIEND!
I AM NOT A FUCKTARD!
FUCK THE FUCK OFF!
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someone here, i can't remember who, is a major creep.
i'm really NOT FUCKING INTERESTED IN GUYS!
NOT FUCKING INTERESTED!
NOT INTERESTED IN ANYONE TOUCHING ME! ESPECIALLY YOU!
NOT FUCKING INTERESTED IN YOUR FUCKING GIRLFRIEND!
I'M NOT INTERESTED IN ANYONE'S GIRLFRIEND!
I AM NOT A FUCKTARD!
FUCK THE FUCK OFF!
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the boy one is From Napa.
we lived at his mom's pad for a while and then she kicked us out and we moveed into the apartment in vallejo! whee!
about everything else, just remember to take care of each other first before all other things and it'll work out. My parents were married young and lived in some serious shitholes and they got through it and raised five good kids and are still madly in love. You can do it.