frigga

i have nothing to say.
i recieve a package about once a day now because i ordered 5 books from Amazon.com and they were all used and from different booksellers, therefore they were all shipped at differant times.
tomorrow is sunday. i will receive no package.
speaking of receiving: i used to work at Borders in Pleasant Hill. i was the Multimedia Supervisor, which means, of course, i ordered people around and secretly encited them to riot.
they never did. they got depressed, they took drugs, i almost got in a barfight because of one of them.
anyway; the guy in the receiving room found out that i liked Cradle of Filth and decided i was his Matal compatriot. He was a big Emperor fan (i much prefer Hecate Enthroned: for those of you who don't know it's HECK-a-tee not HECK-ate, it's greek.)
he was about 28 and still lived with his mom and was generally kind of spooky (in a rapist way, not a gothic way).
he had back problems and a heavy addiction to pain pills.
i heard he killed himself last year.
i still don't know how i feel about it.