i can't keep friends. It's a really weird situation.
a lot of times i just don't think it's important, sometimes i don't call for too long and then when i think of calling it would be an insult because it's been so long. Sometimes they just go away and never want to talk to me again.
they move, i move, they piss me off or change or get girlfriends/boyfriends who want them to change and they do.
I keep them for a little while, we spend all our time together and then something happens.
My friend Eric and i had made plans to go out to SF for my 21st birthday since i was 17. when the day came i waited for his call. the phone never rang, so i called him.
me"hey, what are you doing?"
Eric: getting ready to go out"
me:" where are you going?"
eric "oh me and (girlfriend) are going to go see Deadbolt.
me "IT'S MY BIRTHDAY ERIC! YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO GO OUT WITH ME!"
eric:" well...um...you can go with us?"
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and there's Sean and Jason Sage and Jeff and everyone. and it's all a bit less since i got married.
since i'm no longer "avaliable" it's no longer necissary to be friends with me. there is no chance of them getting laid now.
not that there was THEN but... it just grosses me out.
And then there are the one's i lose contact with because they don't like me enough to call anymore and i want them to prove they are my friend or something.
it's just sad.
i can't keep friends and i really don't think it's a big deal.
i blame my parents for making me switch schools every year until i graduated.
whatever. they made worse decisions than that.
a lot of times i just don't think it's important, sometimes i don't call for too long and then when i think of calling it would be an insult because it's been so long. Sometimes they just go away and never want to talk to me again.
they move, i move, they piss me off or change or get girlfriends/boyfriends who want them to change and they do.
I keep them for a little while, we spend all our time together and then something happens.
My friend Eric and i had made plans to go out to SF for my 21st birthday since i was 17. when the day came i waited for his call. the phone never rang, so i called him.
me"hey, what are you doing?"
Eric: getting ready to go out"
me:" where are you going?"
eric "oh me and (girlfriend) are going to go see Deadbolt.
me "IT'S MY BIRTHDAY ERIC! YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO GO OUT WITH ME!"
eric:" well...um...you can go with us?"
............................................................
and there's Sean and Jason Sage and Jeff and everyone. and it's all a bit less since i got married.
since i'm no longer "avaliable" it's no longer necissary to be friends with me. there is no chance of them getting laid now.
not that there was THEN but... it just grosses me out.
And then there are the one's i lose contact with because they don't like me enough to call anymore and i want them to prove they are my friend or something.
it's just sad.
i can't keep friends and i really don't think it's a big deal.
i blame my parents for making me switch schools every year until i graduated.
whatever. they made worse decisions than that.
I understand the moving bit.
Did that alot as I was growing up.
It's funny how many men are ruled by their penises.
Unfortunatly my penis is on strike at the moment.