frigga

today seems to be starting out better.
not enough sleep last night again.
re-reading Watchmen for the millionth time.
matthew forgot to toggle the coffeemaker and it exploded grounds all over the place, so i cleaned that up and made another pot.
saw matthew's family yesterday...i was lonesome.
he wants to teach me to ride the motorcycle next weeked.
i find the prospect terrifying. i rode horses for nine years...how much harder can it be?
i'm only half joking there.

it's a day of cleaning and reflection.
it's time to throw myself back into study.
it's time to concentrate on the gods.
they have given me so much but it's time to orgnize my thoughts and actions again. i have fallen away.
my greetings are hollow, my actions have been worldly and depressed.
time to WAKE UP.
everything starts to get better today.