friedbanana

To booze or not to booze?

Woah...I went to a bar for the first time since late December tonight. I had quit drinking after New Year's Eve. I was drinking everyday and I felt I needed to see if I could stop when I wanted. It was tough. The smell of the alcohol was pretty strong after being away for awhile. I didn't drink but I did leave after about an hour. My usual crowd was making fun of me for being a quitter. I miss my social lubricant. I'm shy around the ladies as it is. Should I drink again?

I also can't stop watching poker on tv or listening to Bartok's String Quartets. Maybe I'll have just one lil drink...