Wednesday Aug 27, 2003

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It was one year ago today that I lost...

Makes me think of:
Benito Santiago
Willie Nelson on road trips
Reno
Pillars
Lies
frogs
bad breath
RIIIICCCCC
swing dancing
red
Europe
36
Fat Tire
dive bars
The Fitzgeralds
surprises
Thai food
Caz
and much more...

Thank you for some things.

I miss you.
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rickroyal:
It's strange to think that sometimes I feel loss is a good thing, something to savor. The absence throws into sharp relief what once was there, while at the same time giving it a definite finish, making it complete, whole. A relationship can only be viewed for what it is after it's over. Granted, that's hardly any type of comfort, but it is what I think of.

I actually didn't even know Eggers had put out that book until you mentioned it, so I'm going to have to pick it up. Did it turn out good?

Fear of the unknown is quite the normal thing. I'm more scared of needles than of the unknown, so that's what freaked me out. Walking into the operating room and seeing the IV there. Damn. Weak in the knees.
sakita:
i think we all have those lost lists. but really the gain lists are always good. there are very few relationships that ive had where my list is short, but i know when the bad side outweighs the good side its time to cut my losses.

have fun.

Sunday Aug 24, 2003

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I'm not full of inspiration at the moment...
Make up something about me.

Oh yeah! I'm gonna buy a Lionel Richie Greatest Hits CD soon. I do this because I feel a need. A deep and powerful need. You could try to talk me out of it. I doubt you'll be able to though.

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anothervictim:
yeah I watched those movies as well///we are teh losers_____just bought a bunch of DVDs recently...we should start a swap mailer for the club^^^
jupiterglam:
I just wanted to say that listening to that kind of stuff more than two days in a row can be dangerous for you :p
So please take care

Thursday Aug 21, 2003

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Home from Tahoe! I won $900 playing blackjack and craps. I also had a few drinks and a nice "chat" with a Russian cocktail waitress. A nice trip indeed,

I bought some crap with my new fortune when I got home.

CDs
Mogwai - "Happy Songs For Happy People"

Hope Sandoval - "Bavarian Fruit Bread"

The Flaming Lips - " Fight Test" CD single (Radiohead,...
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thepromdate:
ohhh..i love the hope sandoval album. and i like the new mogwai.

good choices, except for...errr...ummm....slayer.
anothervictim:
you lucky bastard..I stick with the nickel machines because that is what they have at the bars/////I would rather invest in my liver, b/c the odds do not favour my luck smile

Sunday Aug 17, 2003

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My dad's going gamblin' with me in Tahoe! This is nice. We hardly ever do anything together and he seems to loosen up when he's away from work and all of the everyday hustle.

Sometimes I feel that I need more memories of me and my parents. I remember I hated being with them when I was younger.

"Mom, when you drop me off at...
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pip:
tomorrow
llona:
Aww that's sweet, you and your pops having family time. I hear you on the parents thing-I've really struggled with maintaining a relationship with them but I love them and I don't want to be wasting time that I'll regret later.

I got the book yesterday. I'm starting today. Now aren't you proud of me? smile

Friday Aug 15, 2003

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So this was just another boring entry until ava decided to bash me! See if you can best her...I bet ya can't! tongue
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I'm going to Tahoe on Sunday. I think I'll stay through Wednesday. I will live in my cabin and gamble at the casinos. This will be fun. Will one of you water the plants while I'm gone? Thanks.

I'm reading "You Shall...
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gekkeiju23:
AHWOSG- kinda lost me in the middle there, but I do so love McSweeney's. what did ya think of the Aquateens? I LOVE IT! and Sealab 2021, and Spaceghost, and Harvey Birdman.... ok, I love them all. why does it make wish that?
koleeta:
but but I've never bested someone before...I'm a besting virgin.

Stella was a diver and she's always down.....the best song. I love that song. and I love how out of the blue he says "Oh look! it stopped snowing" in um that one song that starts with an "R" crap. I haven't listened to Interpol in too long. I think I'll do it while I drive to work. speaking of which....GOTTA GO!

Wednesday Aug 13, 2003

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It's time to push the reset button. Every few years I get this feeling. I usually break up with my signifigant other, quit my job, sell some belongings, and move. I think it's time to do this now...

In other news...I haven't bought a CD by a punk band that's current in years. The only "punk" I listen to is by older bands like the...
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sakita:
ok i edited that one previous.. smile
and stuff thanks for putting me on the appreciation thread. i love getting comments from you, and making them. smile i put my whole friend list on there. but thats how i said it. my whole friend list. smile i started a list but then it ended up being my friends list..so i just said that and then added the two who werent there. smile
take care.
tarbaby:
awwww...you appreciate me! even though i call you names-heehee. you know that it's just out of love.
dork biggrin

Sunday Aug 10, 2003

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**NEW FOR 8/12!**
I went shopping and bought Cat Power "The Covers Record" on CD. I also got some books. They are "You Shall Know Our Velocity" by Eggers, "Neverwhere" by Gaiman, "Confederates In The Attic" by Horwitz, and "Shadow Puppets" by Card. Whoooopppeeee for me. That is all.
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I eat fairly healthy yet...sometimes I really want a cheesesteak and fries.

I didn't go...
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gekkeiju23:
hi.
llona:
proud. so very proud.
xo

Thursday Aug 07, 2003

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Dear Mr. and Mrs. Santa (and elves),

I want a bike for Christmas. I also want to go gambling soon.

Love,
Agent
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This weekend is gonna be good. I can feel it. Here are the general details:

Friday: Practice with the band during the afternoon. Drive home from SF and get drunk with some friends

Saturday: Recover then go see the Melvins

Sunday: Recover...
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madigan:
Hey,

I am fully aware of the suck-factor concerning Merced. Merdead. We've had some rad shows here, though (Grandaddy, The Decemberists, Deerhoof, Norfolk and Western).

Never been to Clayton. I'm guessing that's a good thing?

Adios.
samantha:
ahh, i am so obsessed with iron chef. did you see the two with bobby flay? jessusfuckingchristonacrutch, what a coked up freak! i think they just let him win the second time because the judges were afraid he would bite there ears off or something...
oh, and don't say that! you have the coolest job... how old are the kids you work with?

Wednesday Aug 06, 2003

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I thought of something really funny to put here but I have a dial up connection and it deserted me in the time it took me to log on. Maybe you can think of it for me?

I wanna change my name too.

tongue
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tarbaby:
dork
greggster:
how about BootyKillah hhehehe

Yeah David Gale is great you should check it out.

Tonight's feature Braveheart ....helllll YEAH!!

Tuesday Aug 05, 2003

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Some thingies...

1. I am not a quitter.

2. Looking for a singer for a side project.

3. The Outer Limits TV soundtrack is good shit to listen to.

4. I ate eggs AND beans with ava (aka gayforaday) today. tongue
tarbaby:
1. neither am i as i never start things
2. n/a
3. no
4. i am boiling eggs at this very moment
tarbaby:
beans AND eggs? why didn't you throw in some broccoli or some other horribly gassy food. you had better lock yourself in the house for the next few days

Sunday Aug 03, 2003

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Lemme see here...What is new?

One of my cats is attempting to set the world record for cutest sleeping positions. He's almost there.

The Melvins are playing Saturday, I think. I wanna go even though I just saw them not too long ago. I don't know anyone that's free Saturday and I'm too much of a wuss to go alone. Are YOU free? I've seen...
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tarbaby:
going gray will be funny. maybe i won't even come back...tongue
samantha:
oh, except a good french knife... *sigh* there's nothing like it. i have a wushtof 50x carbon steel full teaked one... the blade is about 11 or 12 inches, and i've become more attached to it than dr ping (a stuffed penguin i've had for as long as i can remeber)... despite my knife being considerably less cuddly.
there's a novel called stanley park (i think) that i made a mental note of reading... it's not a tell all, but it is about chefs (fusion and old school as gangs pitted against eachother) and it sounded funny.
Edited to say "stanley", not "stanford"

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Saturday Aug 02, 2003

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Blah! Blah blah blah. Blah blah? Blah blah blah blah BLAH blah! Hahahaha...

More things that I'm thinking about now...

weekends
Elinor
BR-1180
Grandaddy
ebows
overweight pitchers
panties
Zippos
unreliability
Sassy
comedy
Red Tail Ale
banjos
anxiety
driving too far
bugs with hard shells
15 journal entries last time (thanks!)
Ethiopian music
prisoners of war

Take care ya crazies... surreal
Love always,
The Agent
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greggster:
Cheers indeed sir!
nopantsdave:
Damn, Giants almost let that slip away tonight

What level do you play High Heat on? I played on Pro my first season and went 150-12; I bumped it to HOF for the second season and I am 23-20.
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