friday

so we got our computer back..i didnt know it was getting sent out but what the hay! i seemed to have made it a wekk or so with out it!

i realized by not having one that im a wicked big loser on this site...i was gone for a week and only got 2 post...one of which was from someone i see everyday! so yeah...i guess i should be more chatty since im losing friends..no fun!

i woke up last night at like 330 cuz my phone was ringing and it was a boy that i havent talked to in like a year and a half...one of the few dudes that really cared about in the past 5 years...or my life for that much...so fuct...and when i found out who it was i found out that he hadcalled me on accident...he meant to call some other chick with my name...figures..haha. it was rather bizarre..

so yeah...ive just been workin and chillin by myself mostly. i had a little buddy that i used to hang out with...but i dont knw what happened to him. i wish he would come chill though ive felt like im in some kinda alternateuniverse lately...no puter...no celly...no car...well my moms soccer mom van but it sucks on gas. blah. ive felt so weird. the only thing ive really missed was people wanting to hang out with me...but i guess thats ok too...i get lots of me time. whatev. i dont know where this is going. yeah.