friday

wow. its 3am and i went to bed hours ago...and yet here i am typing away...
i just ot off the phone with someone who i havent had a decent conversation with in i dont know how long...its seriously prolly been over a year. its one of the few times in the past year that ive gotten off the phone with this person and not wanted to cry. we talked for like an hour and a half... and i have to say...its nice to know that when he needs someone to talk to he still feels like he can come to me...even after all the bullshit. thanx for the chat. i doubt youll be reading this...but you are as important to me as stina and ryan...and i hope everything works out ok for you...
other than that...
im stoked. tomarrow is my "work with junetuesday day" and that always makes life better...even if i am going to be beat from not sleeping. maybe we could pop a couple cortislims after eating some devil dogs...like 12 apiece! jk
i was feeling really down all day and i kinda hung out by myself... maybe tomarrow will be better...i feel better now...maybe i should try and go get some sleepy again...