Thursday Aug 22, 2002

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i've got this thing about putting myself out there on the internet.
like.. someone is going to find it or something.
which, really, defeats the entire purpose here, doesn't it?

maybe i'm just friends with too many hackers and computer dorks who can get to any info.

this is my dilemma when i decide whether or not to model for SG.
i really like what's here.. but you never know where it will go from here.
you never know who will come across it.. etc.

i guess that's why i'm not good with journaling, either.
don't want to expose myself.
and a much more vulnerable self than my naked body, that's for sure.

or maybe i'm just a boring person.
i doubt that, tho. i don't have problems conversing..

maybe i just need a topic to get started with.
any suggestions??
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akaflyrite:
i always have a problem with the journals too. not because i have a lot to hide, just the contrary, i'm a pretty boring 35 year old. i don't have a problem with people knowing who i am and i have posted my full name on the site before. i would be pretty easy to find, my name is so unique.

as far as modeling for the site you've got to look at what you're doing it for. if it's just to be part of this community then you've already done that. 10 bucks a month. if it's to accomplish something for yourself and fulfill a fantasy or a dream of yours then i say do it in a classy way and no one can give you shit about it later. fuck em if they do.

elara is young and she hangs with a crowd in portland who is very aware of suicidegirls so she's not the best example.

sounds like i want you to get naked huh?
well, of course i do. but you have to admit doing suicidegirls now seems more like a dare than posing for an actual porn site.
mike11:
Get on the boards and start talking and posting you get to know other members and feel free to express your selg better here on the site. Good luck

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