Hello to my followers..
I just wanted to say sorry I’ve been inactive for a while. I’ve been going through a lot of shit, my mum has be diagnosed with cancer for the fourth time and there’s now nothing the doctors can do for her as the last time she has it the treatment damaged so much of her body and to treat her now would cause even more harm. It’s very scary knowing that I will just be watching her die from here on out. It’s all been a bit much to deal with. I’ve been lead back into depression. I’m in so much debt as well because I make myself feel better by buying things I dont need, just to feel pretty or excited about something. I feel very alone in all of this. I’m also very scared. I lost my father when I was 15 and I don’t want to lose my mother either. I wish there was something I could do. I know there is nothing, all I can do is be there for her when she needs me and needs help.
Please be patient I will be okay soon.
