I SLEPT SO GREAT!!! 12 hours.
Maybe because I crushed a lots of pills for insomnia and anxiety and whatevea and made a painting out of them and then snorted them
yeah I was THAT high.
(Oh and before all that I dyed my hair)
In the first morning my barbie boy called me (IN THE FUCKING WORST TIMING EVER) and we had a long conversation about me a) visiting NYC to see and fuck him -YAY- b) his past relationship and why does she suck and I am the right person for him, so overall I have a place to sleep and a person (who I really waited) to fuck YAY! I am going in May. We scheduled for May. I sent him my set (Yay naked pictures on teh interwebz!)
I am just so happy. I can't wait to see him. After everything I wrote and talked to him I wonder if he thinks I'm just crazy in lust with him or head over heels in love with him. Even I'm not really sure. We'll figure it out when I'll be cracking his head open on the floor *lusty*
The night after that was HORRID. I had a friend (now ex-friend) who came who is such a JUNKIE in a DISGUSTING way that practically manipulated all of us to get more money to get more shit when our shit was done (And she used OUR stuff for FREE) and when she and my BFF (Hey Dennis! Ma nish?) got back he had a huge panic attack because she's a dumb bitch who didn't even notice (or cared) that while she was getting the white stuff he was waiting in the cab and getting agitated and fearful because the driver noticed his shaking and huge eyes and talked to him about it, and she was acting stupid about it.
Before they left he told me to take the little joint (fucking ziggy) that she bought and stash it for ourselves, because we deserved it after all of her behavior. And she noticed it was gone and
FLIPPED. OUT.
I was sincerely SCARED. She was fucking manic about it. If she wanted to tear my house down just to find that miserable ziggy, she would. She almost cried. She was seriously enraged and the first thing she did was point fingers. Someone took it. It couldn't just maybe fall and wiped away when they cleaned my room.
I couldn't do anything until I took her to the side and gave her money to buy new hash so she could STFU.
That's all she wanted. The drug. What a dumbass narco bitch. I'm never seeing her again in my LIFE.
After that everything was okay, we smoked the joint and had fun until everyone left and I went to bed and slept like a bear
Anyway, I'm happy.
Thanks Dennis for putting up with 2 idiots and me.
xoxo
Freydis