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Let's see, where to start.

I feel like I'm in bizarro world. At 6pm tonight I will have abstained from cigarettes for a week. Way to go me. My roomate had friends in this week. It was her birthday. This made me realize that I'm a real hermit. I didn't feel like socializing at all. I came home early every night... maybe it's the not smoking thing plus the they're not my friends thing. Whatever. It'll fix maybe.

In other news... I got the money to start shopping for the play I'm designing. Finally my life has meaning. I think the reason I've been so fucked up recently is because of the lack of commitment. That get's me every time. Makes me feel pointless.

I've been checking my e-mail constantly. All of my paperwork has been received, but the photoset icon still hasn't lit up. I know it takes awhile, but I've always been impatient.

I think I'm almost done being stuck in this rut. I'm starting to feel slightly better about life... I'll let you know.

Keep on lovin friends!