frenesi

tomorrow I will be at the Live Performers Meeting
a very international meeting of vjs from all over Europe and more...

oh yes, I'm very cool



[il porcoddio dei ricordi digitalizzati - lamentazione forse fuori luogo ma in fondo chemmefrega?]

to prepare my set for the LPM in these days I've worked on some very old footages
things filmed since 2001 that sometimes I never looked at.

I've seen my ex novio, my ex father, my ex house, my ex room mates, some ex friends...
my ex life...

I've seen the house I lived in when I was in New York
I've seen Brad at my side in a demo in Philly

I've seen myself as I was

full of hopes and fucking dreams,
with coloured hair and big blind shooting eyes.



someone said
I'm so glad to grow older
to move away from those younger years..


and now I understand
and completely agree

but it's so hard to say goodbye to the older release of my ass...