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So the guy left me. Because we were at a party and Elijah was there who is 15 and I hooked up with him not willingly. I told Tyler B., he didn't even give a fuck I didn't want to have sex. I was so fucked up I hate eaten like 10 Darvocets, and drank a bottle of whiskey, and smoked like 10 blunts. I just feel like woah. I never meant for it to happen. I was too messed up and he left me there. I was crying for him to take me home so we could sleep. He just dipped out. WTF! But now he won't talk to me which I guess is a good thing because, I am moving to Virginia tomorrow. It's not even worth the fight. I told him I was moving and he still didn't give a fuck. I understand he is pissed but still ya know. I didn't mean to have sex wit this KID! I am sorry and will always be I miss him and I want him back but I can't it's to late.

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