Sunday Dreams...
I'm so looking forward to future sets...I've had loads of wicked ideas lately, but unfortunately it all costs money.
The first thing I'm planning on spending my money on is another tattoo...
I can't wait to get that done...but I dont know who to go to or exactly what the final design will look like yet? I'm hoping when I find the artist who is keen to do the tattoo, they will design it to the specifications - but I'm not too sure exactly what they are?
Just looking for a tattoo artist now.
The sets to follow should be loads of fun...I'm getting so excited every time I think of another set I could do - I just love it...its such a thrill, especially the anticipation of waiting for the final chosen pictures
The only problem with it all...is it all costs money, and without a job...well the dreams take longer to achieve
Job hunting sucks; not knowing what to do with your life sucks; being so far away from friends and having no way to get to them also sucks.
Im seriously stuck on what I need to do with my life at the moment...do I move away from here and get me freedom? Do I stay and wait for a job to pop up which could mean months of boredom. I just dont know, I feel like Im wasting my life doing nothing, I feel like Ive achieved nothing and if I carry on waiting...the next thing Ill be sitting in a rocking chair, taking dieting pills watching "Tappy"...all alone, going crazy and waiting for my chance to be on TV (requiem for a dream - freaky shit!!) regretting what a waste Ive made of my life and I dont want to regret anything.
If only...hey?
I guess its up to me, Im not sad...just bored. I need to do something about it...get some money and finally get my tattoo and do some weird sets to keep me entertained.
I also really want to make a bannoffee cheesecake
Oh and take a dance class
Make some funky films with the HUGE collection of recordings I've collected through my 'filming other people obsession' over the years
And go to a massive house party - or have one myself if I move out - everyone keen to come to hereford for that?
Other than all the above...I'm bloody bored on this fine sunday. I missed a great gathering on Friday night - was seriously gutted about it. And I miss people...I need people...no love being shared at the moment - its sad, I know I haven't recieved any texts or missed any calls...yet I'll keep checking my phone every few hours just to make sure. Lonely individual.
Have a great Sunday, keep smiling, and NEVER pass up an offer of bannoffee cheesecake!!
I'm so looking forward to future sets...I've had loads of wicked ideas lately, but unfortunately it all costs money.
The first thing I'm planning on spending my money on is another tattoo...
I can't wait to get that done...but I dont know who to go to or exactly what the final design will look like yet? I'm hoping when I find the artist who is keen to do the tattoo, they will design it to the specifications - but I'm not too sure exactly what they are?
Just looking for a tattoo artist now.
The sets to follow should be loads of fun...I'm getting so excited every time I think of another set I could do - I just love it...its such a thrill, especially the anticipation of waiting for the final chosen pictures
The only problem with it all...is it all costs money, and without a job...well the dreams take longer to achieve
Job hunting sucks; not knowing what to do with your life sucks; being so far away from friends and having no way to get to them also sucks.
Im seriously stuck on what I need to do with my life at the moment...do I move away from here and get me freedom? Do I stay and wait for a job to pop up which could mean months of boredom. I just dont know, I feel like Im wasting my life doing nothing, I feel like Ive achieved nothing and if I carry on waiting...the next thing Ill be sitting in a rocking chair, taking dieting pills watching "Tappy"...all alone, going crazy and waiting for my chance to be on TV (requiem for a dream - freaky shit!!) regretting what a waste Ive made of my life and I dont want to regret anything.
If only...hey?
I guess its up to me, Im not sad...just bored. I need to do something about it...get some money and finally get my tattoo and do some weird sets to keep me entertained.
I also really want to make a bannoffee cheesecake
Oh and take a dance class
Make some funky films with the HUGE collection of recordings I've collected through my 'filming other people obsession' over the years
And go to a massive house party - or have one myself if I move out - everyone keen to come to hereford for that?
Other than all the above...I'm bloody bored on this fine sunday. I missed a great gathering on Friday night - was seriously gutted about it. And I miss people...I need people...no love being shared at the moment - its sad, I know I haven't recieved any texts or missed any calls...yet I'll keep checking my phone every few hours just to make sure. Lonely individual.
Have a great Sunday, keep smiling, and NEVER pass up an offer of bannoffee cheesecake!!
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Second, I was thinking of getting some Baroque styled "tribal" on my lower back and/or the Greek statue of Nike on my arm (i think that statue is the epitome of the word "beautiful"). I have a couple of other ideas, but not sure how far I want to go as far as being tattooed. Also been thinking about getting one of my nipples pierced, but I was planning on getting enhancements and am not sure how the two will co-exist.... all dreams and down the road. We shall see!!
and I still think you're a hottie!