freek

hey yall im sorry if im gonna put you in a depressed mood right now. but i just realized today is the anniversary of one of my boys death. normally i wouldnt shout out a guy that went the way he did but this guy i owe alot. including the reason im still standing. if yall could dedicate a brew to big chad horwatt id be much appreciative. he didnt die today. but this is the day he found heroin. he was using it as release from the pressure. which we all done with one drug or another. so please do as i will, and raise a glass or a few for those who set an example or those who severed our right to live as we choose.

I am so gonna kill somone!! i skipped goin out last night seeing as how today is a brigade training holiday (meaning the brigade has today off) and i didnt get drunk (yes i stayed sober i know its hard to comprehend) because i thought i had duty today. so i got up at 4 am, got into my fresh pressed and highly shined boots and went into work only to find out someone fucked up the schedule and i dont have duty today. noone in our company has duty today. the people that make that roster are damn lucky i dont have thier numbers cause theyd be getting up with me and be working today. make me stay sober dammit. so here i am at 630 in the morning bitching on this blog type thingie and drinking a budweiser select. its never too early to start drinking when your a soldier. well after tuesday i more than likely will be in prison for premeditated manslaughter. but dammit im gonna enjoy doing it.




and can i ask why girls play men even though they arent playas or whatever the hell called. im about sick of gettin my heart fucked with. im seriously wondering how much im gonna care after the next time