ok, im browsing sg personals, pondering friends and what might be interesting tomorrow, and this thought hits me like death. I suddenly get the sinking impression of this cloud of base instinct behind every person's face. Not just instinct, but perspective. Their perspective is a reflection of their own instincts, of self-gratifying intent. It's like society is a half-assed painting slapped on the ass of an ugly beast. War is eternal; greed is inevitable. The body's hunger will rule the mind and never the reverse. Politics have nothing to do with the community and everything to do with business. Politics is business, ffs.
I feel like I just missed a train. I feel like no one around me has any inclination help me; no one cares. I'm not quite sure how to deal with this idea. I mean its so naive and egoistic, but its how I feel.
Perception isnt a problem for my mind; I know where my feelings are. I just cant move them. Its like they've been in homeostasis since grade 2.
I feel like I just missed a train. I feel like no one around me has any inclination help me; no one cares. I'm not quite sure how to deal with this idea. I mean its so naive and egoistic, but its how I feel.
Perception isnt a problem for my mind; I know where my feelings are. I just cant move them. Its like they've been in homeostasis since grade 2.
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voile:
Actually I know a couple of people from Montreal who sold their tickets because they didn't really want to go to the Toronto show. I just shook my head. 
reverendbenzo:
Dude, I will give you a IHJF shirt free of charge, if you promise to wear it often and sent me pics.