free2b

then there are times that I have thought there was something more, and there was. And then there were times when I felt like there was something more, and there wasn't. sometimes the depression masks it, and sometimes we just can't see it. i'm scared. there is nothing for me to be scared about. i know i can deal with anything. Izabelle is feeling much much better!!! she was curled up with me, and I looked at her and the thought that she won't be with me one day just brought me to tears. how can a creature so little effect me so much? or that one day she may be without me. i had to get some chocolate ice cream today, had to, and Edys was buy one get one free.