10 days since my last confession father.
forgive me for i have sinned.
i masturbate nightly to memories of the way it used to be.
i have hourly fluxuations of self esteem having to with my job and women.
i spend hours alone attempting to find fulfilling activities because i think the people i would like to spend time with dont really care for me.
i always persue the people most likely to fail in a relationship or those that wish for no relationship.
how many people are like this? i know i'm not alone.
why am i lonely?
why is it that during the day things are fine?
"gray skies are gonna clear up, put on a happy face"
take care all
forgive me for i have sinned.
i masturbate nightly to memories of the way it used to be.
i have hourly fluxuations of self esteem having to with my job and women.
i spend hours alone attempting to find fulfilling activities because i think the people i would like to spend time with dont really care for me.
i always persue the people most likely to fail in a relationship or those that wish for no relationship.
how many people are like this? i know i'm not alone.
why am i lonely?
why is it that during the day things are fine?
"gray skies are gonna clear up, put on a happy face"
take care all