Sometimes things just go
ker-plunk
thud
fssssssst...
Somtimes it's just like that.
You want it to go [[BLAMMO!]]
but it just goes (plick).
Well, we can't all be going BLAMMO! all the time now could we? That would be silly.
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Sometimes things just go
ker-plunk
thud
fssssssst...
Somtimes it's just like that.
You want it to go [[BLAMMO!]]
but it just goes (plick).
Well, we can't all be going BLAMMO! all the time now could we? That would be silly.
A few thoughts on "life".
Life is weird. I have clear memories of driving with my dad in the front seat looking out at all the cars and "tripping out" on the idea of "humans". The idea of here we all are: how? why? Kids don't need drugs for that kind of thing, it's natural.
I remember asking my mom once, "What happens when you...
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Life is weird. I have clear memories of driving with my dad in the front seat looking out at all the cars and "tripping out" on the idea of "humans". The idea of here we all are: how? why? Kids don't need drugs for that kind of thing, it's natural.
I remember asking my mom once, "What happens when you...
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bijou:
doesn't sound so bad. you've done alot and heartbreaks are a part of life.
at least you know who you are and where you've been.
at least you know who you are and where you've been.
The rain has gone away and it's a sunny day out there.
I like the look and smell of everything after it's rained.
I'm about to get out and do some stuff.
I lack motivation right now to put anymore in, so I present to you last night's I-Ching:
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#9 - Hsiao Ch'u / The Taming Power of the Small
This hexagram means the...
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I like the look and smell of everything after it's rained.
I'm about to get out and do some stuff.
I lack motivation right now to put anymore in, so I present to you last night's I-Ching:
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#9 - Hsiao Ch'u / The Taming Power of the Small
This hexagram means the...
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boxterjulep:
you look like you're about to rage.
lilyluv:
glass blowing does look cool huh? having a trade kicks fucking ass man!
having to move all the time does not though ) :
having to move all the time does not though ) :
Feeling kind of apathetic and tired right now. Empty and blank.
I'm not sure if it's the cold, grey rain, or just the end of a long week.
Well, your tank has to get empty eventually, or else you could never fill it up again...
That's my spontaneous zen-like expression for the day.
Maybe my tank will be full again sometime soon.
I'm not sure if it's the cold, grey rain, or just the end of a long week.
Well, your tank has to get empty eventually, or else you could never fill it up again...
That's my spontaneous zen-like expression for the day.
Maybe my tank will be full again sometime soon.
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lilyluv:
ahh..my loving audience!
you are in the wrong place for seasonal variation my dear! if two days of rain has you down, you better get ready for the supposedly wet el nino winter we are going to have! oh, we san diegans are spoiled!
you are in the wrong place for seasonal variation my dear! if two days of rain has you down, you better get ready for the supposedly wet el nino winter we are going to have! oh, we san diegans are spoiled!
lilyluv:
oops! my covers blown( ;
so much for never-never land!
so much for never-never land!
I'm starting to feel kind of mentally hyper on this site. It was late last night, sneaking it in at work today, first thing when I get home... Where is the complementary SG methadone program?
I was driving home from work after a long day. Thinking about just this, mentally wrapped up tight in it. I had the radion on Phil Henry, a guy with...
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illbillzillbub:
I just gave up cigarettes,welcome to my new addiction.
lilyluv:
i'm glad others understand my addiction! oh these girls...sigh.
oh, and about bijou...i can vouch for her permanence on the site seeing as she is my roommate and i took the pics for her first set and i can't wait to take more!
oh, and it bums me out to when girls don't keep journals.
oh, and about bijou...i can vouch for her permanence on the site seeing as she is my roommate and i took the pics for her first set and i can't wait to take more!
oh, and it bums me out to when girls don't keep journals.
I got drunk like an idiot last night. Time to pay for it.
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tic_tac_toe:
That explains your comment in my journal! Well, actually, for the drunken rambling it possibly was, it was pretty good...nice imagery. Nice to find someone else on here from San Diego. And any fan of Lynch is a friend of mine. Go see my interpretation of Mulholland Dr. in suoda's journal (1 or 2 back) if you want...'later,
-skruffy
-skruffy
london:
gee I did that too this week.
I had a significant dream last night that was sexual.
There was a girl who was slender, half-black, petite, with light skin.
There was a teasing kind of interaction between us. At moments we were in a car, or a club of some kind. In a dream there can be a feeling of "detailed and complicated" even when there is nothing detailed and complicated going...
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There was a girl who was slender, half-black, petite, with light skin.
There was a teasing kind of interaction between us. At moments we were in a car, or a club of some kind. In a dream there can be a feeling of "detailed and complicated" even when there is nothing detailed and complicated going...
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the_o_man:
Hey There ^_^ Nice dream you had there! Sorry to hear you and the honey are no longer together. Nice of you to help her move. Well i hope your having a better day as i type this to you. Well Ciao For Now Jasonp ^_* Paulie O
boxterjulep:
I wish I had sexual dreams. The most I have are dreams that involve me in some kind of RED DAWN scenario or being killed by unknown forces that make me wake up with sleep paralysis.
This goldarned internet is fouling me up.
Sometimes I reckon it's like an ethereal connection to all points around the world to all kinds of people all over. Then at other times it's soul sucking abyss draining the life from my body and the blood from my brain.
Then at other times it's just this thingamajig in the corner of the room.
Just the fact...
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Sometimes I reckon it's like an ethereal connection to all points around the world to all kinds of people all over. Then at other times it's soul sucking abyss draining the life from my body and the blood from my brain.
Then at other times it's just this thingamajig in the corner of the room.
Just the fact...
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morgan:
Yeah, after every weekend I realize how utterly "behind" i become in my internet life, and how sad and pathetic that is.
And I too have the hug reflex. Luckily the few times when i've been unable to control it it seems that people have been pleasantly surprised. I think people LIKE being hugged, and want more hugs, but just don't want to admit it.
The bigger trouble is, i have a *kiss* reflex. Now THAT can cause problems.
And I too have the hug reflex. Luckily the few times when i've been unable to control it it seems that people have been pleasantly surprised. I think people LIKE being hugged, and want more hugs, but just don't want to admit it.
The bigger trouble is, i have a *kiss* reflex. Now THAT can cause problems.
the_o_man:
Hey There *_^ Your last sentence of the journal is exactly how things are goin for me presently. ROCK ON Jason and a safe Halloween......Paulie
What should spew out of my mind tonight?
Too tired to think of anything so here's the daily I-Ching:
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It is the law of heaven to make fullness empty and to make full what is modest; when the sun is at its zenith, it must, according to the law of heaven, turn toward its setting, and at its nadir it rises toward a new...
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Too tired to think of anything so here's the daily I-Ching:
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It is the law of heaven to make fullness empty and to make full what is modest; when the sun is at its zenith, it must, according to the law of heaven, turn toward its setting, and at its nadir it rises toward a new...
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alice:
i suppose my extreme hatred for cupertino may at least have something to do with the fact that it's where i grew up. i wouldn't be terribly fascinated by it if i hadn't, but i wouldn't want to live there or visit it either. you can't tell that cupertino has a problem with hookers or tweakers by looking at it. trust me; it's not really a place you want to go hang out in if you don't have to. incredibly boring, very yuppy, and quite expensive. it's also tiny. i'd like to poop on it.
the_o_man:
Hmm...very interesting.
Steel grey canyons, ripe for the taking. Beelzebub raises his fist.
Elsewhere, the prancing chimpanzees congregate by the river. Flowers in their hair, their maiden is dressed in white. The most beautiful one, fair skinned, impeccable.
Their time is near. They're following the tracks to the city. The sharpshooter in chopper above faintly makes out the sounds of their chanting:
Move... get out da way,...
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Elsewhere, the prancing chimpanzees congregate by the river. Flowers in their hair, their maiden is dressed in white. The most beautiful one, fair skinned, impeccable.
Their time is near. They're following the tracks to the city. The sharpshooter in chopper above faintly makes out the sounds of their chanting:
Move... get out da way,...
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ragingwhore42:
beck has soul right? if you want i can explain why i'm such a raging bitch from time to time in my journal. i don't mean to be scaring everyone. i'm just tired of drama. i come here to look at nakedness-not to be attacked by stoopid bitches.
the_o_man:
Taking one day at a a time. Thanks for asking. I threw you up on my "friends "list . Ciao For Now .....Paulie
so, funny that you mention dizzy's... my teacher gave us tons of extra credit assignments to go down there... i never go though because it's always like ten bucks and there's tons of free concerts at my school i can go to to earn e.c.. yeah, i'm broke like that!
98.1 is pretty good...i listen to it while i'm working in the metals studio a lot.
i used to go to the che cafe all the time when i was in high school and up until a couple years ago. i've seen many a good show there! but, i think it closed down for a little bit or something. i don't know, but i haven't been there in a while.