fred

I'm starting to feel kind of mentally hyper on this site. It was late last night, sneaking it in at work today, first thing when I get home... Where is the complementary SG methadone program?

I was driving home from work after a long day. Thinking about just this, mentally wrapped up tight in it. I had the radion on Phil Henry, a guy with a funny as hell show. It was plenty loud but I was all in my thoughts and barely aware of it.

I was thinking of the motivation of posting here and what I get out of it. Is it a reaction? The curiousity and thrill of a reaction, a connection? I'm thinking it's a good reaction though, not "a bad reaction".
In perfect sync with my thoughts Phil Henry says "a bad reaction". He's doing a bit about where he portrayed Jesus as a black man or something, doing one of his voices. All of a sudden I'm entirely focused on the radio show tripping out hard for a few seconds.

Oh yeah and I had been thinking, "what should I write in my journal?" just a bit earlier. Well here it is...

I was intending on not posting anything "wierd" but that was what actually happened.

Well, it's about time to get real and chill out now...