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Sunday Nov 03, 2002

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I had a significant dream last night that was sexual.
There was a girl who was slender, half-black, petite, with light skin.
There was a teasing kind of interaction between us. At moments we were in a car, or a club of some kind. In a dream there can be a feeling of "detailed and complicated" even when there is nothing detailed and complicated going on. Actually it's like something's already known and understood in the dream, but it's really nothing when you awake, some sort of symbolic meaning which is immediately forgotten. There was the excitement of when you're flirting with someone, at their mercy and then in control.
There is something she's saying. She's whispering. And it's either a warning or teasing joke. It's when I touch her body that things get good. The ambiguity goes away and I see her reaction eyes closed head back like an invitation.
Black people are fairly frequently in my dreams not as a racial thing but more for a symbolism of "shadow" figures I think.
It ends being vivid in a tactile way, the sense of touch. The feeling of her body under the fabric of her dress. Embracing and feeling how small she is in comparison. The feeling of warmth and softness.
Then there is the excitement of furtive gropes as if in a public place. I distinctly remember her legs and ass. We're getting wrapped up in something beyond our control. I feeling like we're tumbling in space. Then it's ass cheeks, then crouch that is vivid. It gets kind of abstract but still sensual on the subject of "down there".
I woke up pretty excited. That's normally what happens when it gets to that point. I layed there and drifted in and out of consciousness hoping to go back to the dream. The feeling and images lingered for a while but it wouldn't go back to 100% dream mode.

So what does it mean? Pretty obvious right? I'm horny and wanting to meet that shadowy girl that will take me back to the time when things were new and exciting. Or something...

Things that happened today:
I moved my filipino ex(?)-girlfriend out of her apartment while her mom and cousins babbled away in Tagalog. The whole thing was a mess.
I drove around looking for boxes behind stores. I walked out of "Party Land" with a box and saw a kid projectile vomit brownish-orange liquid in the parking lot. I felt bad but all I cared about was getting away before I caught a whiff and started to gag.

Just another wacky day in the life.
the_o_man:
Hey There ^_^ Nice dream you had there! Sorry to hear you and the honey are no longer together. Nice of you to help her move. Well i hope your having a better day as i type this to you. Well Ciao For Now Jasonp ^_* Paulie O
Nov 3, 2002
boxterjulep:
I wish I had sexual dreams. The most I have are dreams that involve me in some kind of RED DAWN scenario or being killed by unknown forces that make me wake up with sleep paralysis.
Nov 4, 2002

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