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the hidden dimension of bad metaphors

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Friday Jun 01, 2007

May 31, 2007
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Okay.
Not feeling quite as desolate anymore lately, only slightly wretched.
Not too bad at all.

I had a conversation last night that reminded me of how I never want to be.
Nothing all that bad, but I just don't want to ever go back to how it was.

I would like to stop thinking about how to change everything or waiting for inspiration or something and just happen already.
Maybe I just need a good night's sleep, or a vacation.

I've noticed an entire wave of people seemingly drop out of here the last couple of months.
It's so weird to think of how many incarnations of this site I've seen already and how many people have come and gone.
I'm sticky. For better or worse I can really stick with things for not much apparent reason at all.

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