fred

this is a new coat of paint

i call it "don't-know-what-the-fuck-to-write" off-white.

i'm always waiting for something to happen, but i don't even know what it is.

something scary:
i found a "todo" kind of list and it had things i all should do. only think was it was from over two yeras ago. the same things that i should do for the last two years...

there's been a box of stuff from the remnants of my old jobs office that's been on my living floor since feb 2002. it's right next to the box of the old job stuff at the preceding job which i left in march 2001.
there are objects and dust that go back years sitting immobile where i live.

this is the kind of inertia i'm dealing with.