today we played mini-golf, and i kicked ass! 
at least i felt like i kicked ass, but in reality i was 1 over par. i think that's probably 15 less then i've ever done before, so i'm pretty happy with it.
i was very nice to get out of the house, and hang out with cool people.
now i just have to waste 5 more hours until brian gets home.
at least i felt like i kicked ass, but in reality i was 1 over par. i think that's probably 15 less then i've ever done before, so i'm pretty happy with it.
i was very nice to get out of the house, and hang out with cool people.
now i just have to waste 5 more hours until brian gets home.
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this week has been dismal.. i'm sure in the scheme of the real world it has been merely a thorn in my side.. but you know when you're amidst the drama it always seems worse. as of right now, bellsouth and i are trying to find a place.. far away from here. both of our families are here.. but that's about it. wait.. i meant the rest of the world seems to come here in droves like they're making a pilgrimage to mecca only to never leave! according to time magazine, i bought a house in the number 5 growing real estate market in the country... people are saying there's going to be a cap.. but they're not making anymore coastline.. and i'm a mere mile from the coast. the down spot, again, is the rest of the population here.. no one works apparently because at any given time of the day.. there are one million people on the road. and i live on a quarter acre property with apt/condo units on either side. and of course.. they can see into my little yard.. which means doing it with bellsouth in our knee deep inflatable pool we got from target is out of the question because my neighbors have young kids with a bedroom window that has a perfect view. that being said.. where do i want to go? a medium city.. that near enough outside of it i can get at least 15 acres of land, a couple horses, and a whole bunch more great danes. but i have to be near a hospital for bellsouth.. i can practice anywhere. but it all depends what i want to practice.. and then finding a corresponding residency in a place that meets all the standards. which leads me to what the fuck do i want to do? some days surgery.. some days family practice.. some days ob! and then i think about all the nasty snatches in the world i would have to look at doing that.. and my stomach turns. so.. i'm hoping one day in the next 2 years i figure it all out. but to plan for it? impossible. how can you plan the unknown?
fyi, this was the most brilliant thing i've come up with in a long time so it's going to be my new journal entry because my life is just that sad.