freaky_tiki

I wear china rain oil or pleasures by estee lauder. so I guess those are my favorite to smell.
you know they say if you taste a perfume & it tastes sweet the scent is meant for you. but all perfume tastes pretty bad.

my beautiful day went to shit..........
is she just out to get me....... you think sharing the same womb would mean something to her... i haven't got any money ....she took all of it i can no longer go on sat....... but funny i have a job she doesn't and look how princess reigns what karmic slips have i made how does this keep hapening to me..... she borrows money from me then takes the rest of it......... they don't even let me watch the damn thing .... i thought being the big sister would be cool how did it end up like this kelly ............. i want to just crawl under a fuking rock ....... i need you right now ..... i can't even call you........ i swear those smith girls just fuking hate me................ i try so hard and always fail i so just need to run away and i can't ...... i miss me ......even if i was just a bloody coward !!!!

i've never met anyone else who hugged shamu .. now i'll have to find a new interesting fact about myself

yay for you for admitting that you like dmb. i do too .. as does elise .. we are therefore the big losers of SG.

Any time, dear.

hello miss tiki!
I am so glad your cat is doing better! sick kitties are no fun..I myself am feeling quite awful today, blechh.. I took some nyquil and it feels as if my head is going to topple forward & I wont know I hit the ground 'til I taste carpet..hahaha, carpet munching, funny! well I am going to blow my nose some more, the fun is non-stop today, wheee!!
love & kissesXXX- me

ahhh sweetie...i so understand...i'm sending you a HUGE telepathic hug right now...

*~~~~~HHHHHHHHUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGG~~~~~*

i hope i didn't squeeze too tight...i know i'm a strong one!

thanks for the sweet caring words...i know i need to be careful, but i can't just hide myself away knowing what's happening out there...it's just how i am...i was brought into this world a protector...and while i may a little thing (had to avoid the whole stats question) i am ROCK solid and ready to KICK SOME MOTHA FUCKING ASS!!!!! well, that's what i tell myself anyway...but heh, i can do 50 push-ups...so i'm not completely lying (on good days, 80) anyway, i really think that this is the season where we all are moving inward, both figuratively and actually to reflect and let the old go...it's hard, i know...but even though i'm just words on a screen to you, i'm a real person, and i really do care....you're not alone...you are beautiful...and you are deeply cared about....

i'm sooo glad you're little soul-kitty is feeling better... YEAH!!!!!!!!!! anyway, sending lots of googly affection your way...
*kisses*

miss you already! although, the coast is just where we should all be at this time of year...it's the crazy time...if that makes any sense at all...kisses...

i don't know what periwinkles are but good luck in digging for them.

so.. diversity is all wearing the same t-shirt? rrriiiggghtt

hope your kitty is ok :-/

I hope that your kitty cat turns out to be alright.

I have been thinking of you & your kitty, so sad.. what are the circumstances involved? did they life a long & happy kitty life? hug yourself & pet your kitty gently on the top of its head for me (they like that reminds them of thier mamas licking them clean, but someone as savvy as yourself probably knows that already.)

Thank you for the nice comments and of course i'll be friends with you. I'm so sorry to hear that your cat is dying. I went through a similar thing quite a few years ago when my cat had cancer. I had to make the decision to put her down when the surgery did not help. It is a very hard thing to do but it was for the best to alleviate any undo suffering. My heart is heavy thinking about what you are going through.

Hello sweet miss tiki,
that frat boy is a chump, he will kick himself later. I think that the perfect one will come when you least expect it. that s how it happened to me. you are just too wonderful to not be loved & worshipped.
*hugs & kisses*

you seem to be the type i could worship........

I love what you wrote in your journal, I do that all the time. there used to be this bird that every day at the same time it would try to fly through my closed window and every time its little fragile body would smack against the glass. that bird reminded me so much of myself. then one day I noticed that the bird had made a little nest in a nearby tree, it sat all puffed up with its eyes closed finally content.

I am glad to see that someone else notices the little simularities in all living creatures.

also you have great taste in books.

I like you freakytiki, you are beautiful & smart. I just put a picture of my daughter up on my profile pic, she is holding her favorite dr. frank n furter doll. it wont be up long seeing as how some consider this a porn site (I still dont think porn is the right word) but I will wait until you've seen it to take it down.

I am adding you to my friends list 'cause I think your swell..

29 Feels GREAT!!! I would have to say much better than 28...but that could be because i am single right now. Glad I could make you smile

hee hee !! you made me smile too!!! ...as for the strength thing, i know what you mean by not feeling strong...but you have to be strong to be a survivor...
as for missing concerts...that totally sucks...we work to live, and yet how often do our jobs take over our life???!!! i haven't gone to a concert for much too long now...i don't know why...i'm in this wierd funk with live shows right now...i would have thought that joining a band would have made me even more of a concert slut, but instead, i'm a no-band bar hound....i still go out all the time though. I am completely addicted to dancing ....in fact, it's ridiculous how little time i actually spend in my own space...my plans fell through this evening, and here i am, on the ol' computer anyway, i'm sorry that you have to go to work and miss your eve of bliss...but heh!!!! at least there will be great bands coming again! (i know, who cares about the future when we're stuck in the here and now)....

p.s. - tee hee!!! you're now on my friend list too!!!

hello there...wow...i wish that i could see you so i could look you in the eyes and tell you how very strong i think you are...i wish that there were other words than 'i'm soooo sorry' to express how i feel...you're right, of course, i am EXTREMELY lucky... i feel like it's now one of my personal responsibilities to remind everyone how very real and disturbing this dream can be...thank you for being ......
that night, i went into complete shock, just by coming to in a different place like that...i understand...at least the edge. anyway, i'm another one that you can count on...there's so many of us really...we just forget to keep our eyes open and watch each other's backs... but we can't let these 'bastards grind us down', so to speak... and fuck them for even trying to take our hearts from us...the very wind of our own breath will blow them away... i hope your having sweet dreams. you deserve them

sweety i love you....
xoxoxo....
pictures soon i swear.....
*fizzzle*
my candle burnt out