Friday Oct 04, 2002

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My life seems pretty much in order, sure things are not quite how I imagined, but what do I really have to complain about? Yet, I don't sleep...and seem to be drifting in and out of a dense fog that has either clouded my senses to life happening all around me, or has shaded me from others seeing how much I add to this tiny blue planet. Depression is the clinical term? Yet I don't feel depressed, I am quite happy throughout most of the day. I watched a worm try to find it's way across a sidewalk today for over half an hour. And when he finally made it I cheered! WOO HOO! I then looked up to see the faces of several others staring at me like I was crazy. I found pleasure in watching that worm acheive it's goal...reminded me of myself. Spent a good part of that half hour reflecting on my life, and how proud of myself I was to have reached so many small goals, and not placing too much effort on larger and unatainable goals. Guess I learned a lesson today from a worm...
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nazimova:
I love what you wrote in your journal, I do that all the time. there used to be this bird that every day at the same time it would try to fly through my closed window and every time its little fragile body would smack against the glass. that bird reminded me so much of myself. then one day I noticed that the bird had made a little nest in a nearby tree, it sat all puffed up with its eyes closed finally content.

I am glad to see that someone else notices the little simularities in all living creatures.

also you have great taste in books.
nazimova:
I like you freakytiki, you are beautiful & smart. I just put a picture of my daughter up on my profile pic, she is holding her favorite dr. frank n furter doll. it wont be up long seeing as how some consider this a porn site (I still dont think porn is the right word) but I will wait until you've seen it to take it down.

I am adding you to my friends list 'cause I think your swell..

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