freakqueen

[ diana ]
back to back update.
who knows.. i might even write another one after this.

have i recently mentioned just how much i love megan?
cuz i love her lots. And lots.

Her, John and Keith were probably the only non-family members to come visit me. Granted, i got lots of e-mails and pages and calls [ from new york and l.a. ]. But my biggest complaint was how i was absolutely lonesome.

And though megan had brought lots of things for my entertainment [ magazines, butterfingers, lush, lillies and orchids]. Nothing's quite the same as her company.

I am momentarily feeling very overwhelmed by ex-lovers and ex-potential-lovers. Seems like valentine's day is just around the corner.

i need to be shot and put out of my misery.
it's past time for me to stop missing and to start loving. but it's hard. and on days like today, i wonder what happened to the die-hard bitch i used to be.

this might have been a contributing factor to why i ended up in the hospital: