torq
this boy hates it when i write about him
we didn't have sex
we got drunk and watched a movie and walked a couple of miles and then came back to my place and fell asleep.
this morning was the best morning ever.
or at least the best morning in a very long time
i woke up late and torquil woke up to me blaring no doubt. I'm sure he loved that
i walked in on him taking a leak. And refused to leave. Cuz it was MY bathroom. It was a first experience for both of us. I've been in the same room as keith when he pees. Like, i'll be taking a shower and he'll walk in, do his thing, and have me flush for him after i'm done my shower.
but never have i stood right next to the guy exchanging pleasantries and laugh and kiss about it later. But that's just me and torquil for ya.
we don't kiss. and we don't have sex.
no lip on lip action.
he kisses my shoulders or cheek, and i do the same for him.
he'd love to fuck, but that's too intimate for me.
i wouldn't mind just making out sometime, but kissing is too intimate for him
and both of us just love each other as is. So why complicate it? We have facinating talks and it's nice to unload on someone who has the same IQ as you. Or mind frame. Half the time, we don't even have to use words. Noises and flailing arms work fine. Noises work best though. There's fustrated noises, irritated noises, angry noises, happy noises...
i can tell that he's very pleased with the idea of mine and keith being "broken". Although our relationship appears to not be so severed cuz we're closer than ever. Maybe not physically, but mentally: we're there.
and it's nice to not be in love anymore.
this boy hates it when i write about him
we didn't have sex
we got drunk and watched a movie and walked a couple of miles and then came back to my place and fell asleep.
this morning was the best morning ever.
or at least the best morning in a very long time
i woke up late and torquil woke up to me blaring no doubt. I'm sure he loved that
i walked in on him taking a leak. And refused to leave. Cuz it was MY bathroom. It was a first experience for both of us. I've been in the same room as keith when he pees. Like, i'll be taking a shower and he'll walk in, do his thing, and have me flush for him after i'm done my shower.
but never have i stood right next to the guy exchanging pleasantries and laugh and kiss about it later. But that's just me and torquil for ya.
we don't kiss. and we don't have sex.
no lip on lip action.
he kisses my shoulders or cheek, and i do the same for him.
he'd love to fuck, but that's too intimate for me.
i wouldn't mind just making out sometime, but kissing is too intimate for him
and both of us just love each other as is. So why complicate it? We have facinating talks and it's nice to unload on someone who has the same IQ as you. Or mind frame. Half the time, we don't even have to use words. Noises and flailing arms work fine. Noises work best though. There's fustrated noises, irritated noises, angry noises, happy noises...
i can tell that he's very pleased with the idea of mine and keith being "broken". Although our relationship appears to not be so severed cuz we're closer than ever. Maybe not physically, but mentally: we're there.
and it's nice to not be in love anymore.